The Life of the Neglected

Award Winner! yeah!!

2011-02-03T08:41:00.001+08:00

Happy? of course~ personally, I had achieved more than myself last years. This year, had grabbed almost all awards - close enough to get the best presenter award but i am not that good anyway ~_~

Now, happy day had past, hopefully another one arrived soon enough :D

2nd New Year

2011-01-02T09:04:00.003+08:00

Recently, we celebrate awal Muharram, the New Year for Islam Calendar, Yesterday is the Gregory Calendar New Year. Each year coming, the end of the date changed but most of the rest is about the same. For those celebrating New Year with pyrotechnic show and struggling opening eye just to see the clock ticking to to 2400 marker, just ensure there are something changes, hopefully becoming better - if it is not visible, then inside.

One phase to be shared :
"Everyone want to change the world but it is the hardest to change ourselves"

Budget Review

2010-11-21T10:25:00.002+08:00

Budget review 2010. A significant event that had demand my utmost commitment. As the game field changes to a higher level, I was invited to be one of the team members and was given a golden opportunity in meeting the highest level management for business.

Thank you boss :D

2010-10-15T07:28:00.002+08:00

In the working life, everyone feels like they do everything and others do nothing. It is so hard to recognized other people efforts and admitting own weaknesses. Often someone hand of help resulted not in appreciation but as long life extra commitment and another person excuse for being lazy. have we ever wonder by comparing our work load with others actually trying to bluff to ourselves that we have done enough and deserve a break? is whining ever get any problems solved at the end of the day? what best is just chew what you eat and as most of the time we cannot choose the amount of work we have to "eat", then just keep quite and chew more. We cannot be talking if we busy chewing - it is just not the nature of life.

Wedding Day (not mine)

2010-09-14T12:11:00.003+08:00

Long holiday of Hari Raya 2010 plus Hari Malaysia on 16th Sept sure had been taken advantage by a few couple to complete their relation & religion with marriage bond. Congratulation to M Hafiz A Rahman, M Azlan M Fuad on their big personal event. and of course, it is never early to wish M Hafiz @ Abrak (Natto's) for your wedding with Ain. Wishing you all never ending happiness & well-being. Hopefully I have the same confident & readiness as you guys for my wedding in the future (tahun depan la kot). Gulp~

Harap maap rakan2.. takpat nk gi kenduri korang, nanti korang dtg kenduri aku je la :D

Selamat Hari Raya!!

2010-09-09T06:39:00.003+08:00

Yeahehehe!~ Raya da kembali. Tahun ni raya mmg menarik dengan pakej 2 minggu cuti. Nyummy~ walaupun aku da nampak kerja2 berlunggun yg menanti kepulanganku untuk beberapa bulan seterusnya, itu tak bermakna aidilfitri perlu berkorban. Kepada rakan2 yg jauh dimata, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri (ada ke org perasan aku hidup lagi ni? -_-"). Kepada rakan2 yg menamatkan zaman bujang - Abrak, Hafiz dotcom, Azlan - Selamat Pengantin Baru dan semoga bahagia sentiasa (jgn sampai tak balik2 dari raya sudah).

Maaf Zahir Batin o_O

Splitting Ba-na-na

2010-08-09T21:21:00.002+08:00

With the current chair offer no more further leverage, it is so promptly to choose a chair which suit ACD. At the same time, split happen between Electrical and Instrument. Argghhh.. Should I lock the decision, open to suggestion, wait till later or get nothing?

Half full or Half empty?

2010-07-07T21:06:00.002+08:00

I often heard of this argument, do you look your glass as half full or half empty? Me? I dunno, maybe looking the glass half empty suit me more.

Explanation :

Those who see glass half full is the one expecting the glass to be full someday. Meaning to say, it might be people with vision, optimistic and aim for something big. On the other side, it can also denote as person without satisfaction, always hoping for more and a dreamer.

Those who see glass half empty is the one expecting the glass to be empty someday. Meaning to say, it might be people with optimization, opportunist and maximizing potential. On the other side, it can also denote as person without willingness to change, easy to satisfy and "dont-fix-something-not-broken".

he he he

Office Politic

2010-07-04T16:40:00.004+08:00

Some people envy people working in office "senang la kalo keje kat office" but what they don't know is working is office is boring, less recognition and there are a lot of hyena waiting to bite whatever you are working for a greater good. Blame is for you but praise is to be shared. Haih~

Present / Speech / Lullaby?

2010-05-16T10:50:00.003+08:00

Recently, I did a lot of presentation for various kind of topics. That keep me wonder that sometime ago I got a comment which I am not a very good speaker & it seem people don't even understand what I am talking about - so ironic. After a while, then I start thinking what make the presentation is good and acceptable?

1. Is it the content? you tell people what they want to hear or you tell them what they need to know?

2. Is it the graphic? scrap all the text and replace with googled pictures? will it be diverting?

3. Is it the way you speak? bold & strong or down-to-earth?

4. Is it the audience? higher management or mere colleague?

Seriously I don't know.. ha ha ha!!

Flat Tire-d

2010-04-18T19:21:00.002+08:00

People say that life is just a wheel. Most of the times it is okay and sometimes it flat. It is so disappointing when it become flat. After all the distance travelled, after those speed supporting the engine, all was turn into the rage of the driver, just because at one time, it get flat.

Then I start wondering, if all the effort will be forgotten, then why people bother to perform and wait to be disappointed. Be sincere, people might say but in the end sincerity can only come with volunteer basis, assignment will not be expecting sincerity, it requires reward and appraisal.

But well, it back to the concept, wheel sometime get flat while the rest of it just okay.

Jagung dan Ayam

2010-03-24T22:36:00.003+08:00

This is a triple plus sharing :

There is this one man who are very frighten with chickens because he always believe that he is a corn and at any opportunity, the chicken would love to have a taste of him. Thus, one day, somebody who care decided to send him to the psychiatrist. Three months later, after a lot of intense program and sessions, the doctor call this guy and ask one simple questions, "Who are you?". The guy without any doubt answers, "I am a human, of course". Satisfied with the answer, the doctor signed a release form for him. Just on the way out, the guy asked the doctor one question, "Doctor, just to be sure, does the chickens know that I am no longer a corn?"

-end-

Moral of the story : when you had decided to change, please do not expect people to realize whether you change or not, it is a matter whether you believe the changes is toward a better road or not.

Movie : Little Big Soldier

2010-03-13T22:08:00.002+08:00

Spoiler : One soldier from Liang captured a war general of opposition country, Wei. The soldier is very good in cheating death and have a lot of tricks behind his sleeve. Along the way, the general are chased by his countrymen, not to save him but to make sure his died.

Fun and nice plot.

Rating : 7/10

Event : Mak Su satu!!

2010-03-09T22:21:00.000+08:00

Pakcik kawen baru2 ni

Event : Corporate Social Responsibility

2010-03-09T22:19:00.001+08:00

Picture Update!! heee

Award Winner

2010-02-11T19:09:00.002+08:00

Yes Yes! few word.

Kota Kinabalu - PMMS - Win Top 3 - own created system.

At least I am worth.

Yes Yes!

Lost and Found : best friend

2010-01-28T17:20:00.002+08:00

Yesterday marked another significant day in my life. This very blog had connect me to a very precious best friend i ever had in my life. With the contact number dropped inside the blog, we connected to each other and eventually met yesterday.

Although the venue is a nice little restaurants, it feels like all my past had come back to me where I used to believe in people so called friends whom I trust as much as I trust my family. The smells of strawberry cake by his mother certainly unbeatable even by secret recipe.

After meeting Tg Aiman yesterday, I did ask him his whereabout and it appears that he had back in our hometown sometime ago! aiyak!~ if only I know about it earlier.

Afterall, thank you for meeting me and thank you to michael too. It is very nice chatting with you both.

Leadership Forum

2010-01-20T21:54:00.004+08:00

Last Thursday I had been given an opportunity to join in a high motivational programme, the leadership forum. 4 speakers are sharing their successful live, one VP, one SGM, and 2 GM. Apparently all of them used or still work in the same company as I am. So, their experience is very much relevant.

One.
he has a non-stability life. While working, always look for opportunity at others places and apply. Apparently, he keep getting it and succeed. His rules of thumb - always belief that the default setting is the best, human always creating mess.

Two.
Being a VP due to his experience following presidents for years. Some decisions are just to be made whether it sound weird or not. He always believe business is everywhere. F1 is one of his secret. Now I know how the top management think despite how the others think. Well, Pareto rule, the 20% is always better or heavier than the 80%. One left, ten stays - show his regret on our incidents.

Three.
Reviving a trading company, chasing by Yakuza and sacrificing further study is some of the interesting stories come from him. After been asked about set back, he did lose a most valuable laptop once and scolding a guy for buying Christmast Tree in May for billions of ringgits. Ha ha ha. But well, he is one tough man to still surviving till today.

Four.
A very humble man with drastic measure everywhere he set foot on. Re-org is one of his best ability and tool to make thing get better. Not afraid of igniting changes really make me admire him and wish to be able to do so. Afterall, I think the current setup I am in now is suck big time. Everyone fo everything. Not very much helpful in KPIs culture.

Well, I just hope one day (hopefully soon), I will be one of the speakers and inspires every attendees. fuh~ what a dream.

-end-

Journey : Brunei Darussalam

2009-12-27T18:01:00.002+08:00

Timeline :

25 Dec 09
0715 - Refah Cafe, breakfast
0800 - From Bintulu to Miri
1100 - Bintang Hypermarket, Miri, Browsing thru shops.
1430 - Movie : Sherlock Holmes
1800 - Mega Hotel, resting and watching Alvin and the Chipmunk(or Home Alone?) in Star Movies.
1930 - Dinner @ Sajian Warisan.
2200 - Sleep.

26 Dec 09
0815 - From Miri to Brunei
0930 - Brunei Imigresen
1000 - Empire Hotel, Brunei - photoshooting.
1100 - The Mall - Lunch and window shopping
1300 - Masjid Utama Brunei - Zohor and Asar.
1400 - Main Gate Istana Brunei - Photoshooting
1500 - Great View spot of Brunei + Booting at Kg Air.
1700 - Jerudong Park Playground
1715 - Paddle Boat
1800 - Bumper Car
1900 - Go Carting
1930 - Head Back to Miri
2030 - Brunei Shell Petrol Station - Refueling.
2045 - Sg Tujuh Imegresen
2200 - Headed Back to Bintulu after tapau KFC and full fuel refueling.

27 Dec 09
0020 - Maghrib and Isya' at Hidayah Mosque, Bintulu
0100 - Home

Movie : Sherlock Holmes

2009-12-27T17:55:00.003+08:00

Fuh~ baru je balik dr Brunei.. tp aku tgk cite ni kat Miri je..

Sypnosis :
Seorang penjahat - nama Blackwood - giat membunuh orang dengan sihir. Kemudian dia ditangkap dan dihukum gantung. Tp, selepas digantung, dia hidup kembali dan meneruskan perbuatan jahatnyer. Dengan kekuasaan sihir yg dia ada, dia membunuh ayahnyer sendiri dan kemudian bercadang mengambil alih parlimen dengan membunuh semua ahli parlimen yg ingkar dengan dia.
Polis pulak terpaksa bergantung harap kepada detektif terkenal, Sherlock Holmes. Akhirnyer Sherlock Holmes akan menemui kelemahan sihir itu.

Rate : 6/10 (agak bosan)

Movie : Avatar

2009-12-18T21:55:00.002+08:00

Peh.. cite ni mmg tak puas tgk walaupun lama giler.. tak ada watak2 lumpy yg membanyakkan masalah macam cite2 lain.. semua natural tetapi akhirnyer menjurus kepada masalah..

Sypnosis :

sebuah syarikat menjual sejenis batu yg bernilai $20 juta sekilo. Batu ni terdapat di sebuah planet yg berjarak 5 tahun 6 bulan daripada bumi. Untuk dapatkan planet ni, manusia ada 2 strategi - pakai askar untuk gempur atau pakai avatar untuk diplomasi.

Avatar - avatar ni lebih kurang macam badan pinjam (refer cerita surrogates, sama je). Yg susah nyer ttg avatar ni, DNA tukang kawal mesti sama ngan avatar. Nk dijadikan cerita, saintis yg patut pakai avatar tu mati dibunuh dalam masa 5 tahun time travel, so adik kembar dia (ex-marin tapi kaki lumpuh) adalah satu2nyer org yg bleh ganti dia - Jake Sully.

Jake ni pun pakai la avatar - seronok giler sbb dia ada kaki semula. Pastu jumpa ngan org asli tp sebbek org asli ni da pakai ckp omputih, berkat usaha saintis lain yg ajar bahasa pakai avatar gak. Tah camne, orang asli ni pun tak bunuh dia sbb dia cam dalam ramalan.

tung tang tung tang. Dia ske pulak kat orang asli tu, belot ngan manusia. Yg askar jadi hangin. Jadi berperang la pulak orang asli - ketua : jake sully lawan dengan askar manusia. Ramai yg mati.

Tp avatar ni ada satu kelemahan. Kalo tekan butang off kat mesin yg kawal dia, abeda~ jadi camne jake sully lawan ngan org yg ada dekat dengan suis dia? jeng jeng jeng..

-rate 10/10-

Pain in the EAR!!

2009-12-02T21:50:00.002+08:00

7.05 am. My flight from kL to Btu. So early yet it allows me to rest more and it cost cheaper. This is the second time that I suffered from "Airplane Ear" - the symptom which the pressure trap inside the ear and it realllllllllyyyyyyy hurt. The first time is some time ago when I am just 2 month working. After back from the first nightmare trip, I involve in one of the HSE session so I shoot the question right away and the doctor gave a few tips :

1. swallowing saliva
2. yawning
3. eating candies or chewing gums.

with one warning : do not hold your nose and blow as that might burst your eardrum.

Today, the same nightmare happens. I start to applying the tips. Swallowing saliva - not working, too dry in the plane. Yawning - it is not easy to yawn unnaturally. Eating chewing gum - since the first incident, I always bring along with me mentos gum but unfortunately it doesn't help as well.

Aside from the nose blowing, i dont have anymore alternative for the upcoming trip. aaaaaaaaa!! help!

Great prizes to be won!! he he!

2009-11-13T22:39:00.006+08:00

Sometime people can be funny. Adult can be more irritating compared to the crying babies. Adult always look thing based on their "experience". Instead of doing, they keep thinking what happen if they do it while actually they spend most of their time rrejecting their own idea instead of convincing people to buy it. Put me as example, my recent huge task is organizing an event in Bintulu.

The idea is very simple. Play the game - lose, go back and practice for next year - win, get yourselves a new console. Afterall the game for competitions are easy to understand - Tekken 6, PES2010 and Virtua Tennis 2009. Simple is it? Play a round and that it. winner go to the next level, loser just be spectator. Why do you need rule and so on? aiyak~ RM5 to get RM2000 prize? why complaint so much? afterall, you busybody people keep changing my request to suit your own lust of power. I am not dead. Once you put me as the leader, I expect some respect. Is it too much? Don't/Can't understand? I will explained it to you. Still cannot? then shut up and watch. Afterall, that why I am the leader and you are not.

Too many concern and possible of trouble? Then just do nothing at sit down at home watching Astro - that suit you much better. "Trouble is a friend"-Lenka.

Multiple Entry @ Spam

2009-10-29T20:32:00.002+08:00

Work :
Gah~ 3 audit in the same time? this is insane! how they differ and why they do it in the same time? hurm.. GIA - iPOCs - PMMS : afterall, they asked the same questions. I guess, I have a lot of gap closure action next month >_<.

One of the collegue get sick - I am getting the job.. wallawey~ don't just get sick before I know how to take over.. this is not handover, this is more or less "leftover" already.

Work on Sunday? aiyak! how can I be the representative when I don't know anything. Why should I monitor the budget for next year when I dunno what the company doing this year? ~_~

Car :
Already 7k km?? damn! the next service is 6300 km. duh~

Event :
KKP is almost here. PMMS Sharing Day is here already - but not done yet. Cuak Cuak~ how can a leader have nothing 2 week before event.

Movie : Surrogates

2009-10-25T10:12:00.002+08:00

A very nice movie.Hero: Bruce Willis.

Sypnosis : Since the world is no longer a safe place, Dr Carter had change the history of mankind by creating a surrogates (human interface) which look like human and can be control by human.Those "puppet" work on the instruction of it operator (human) whom controlling it from their home. This "puppet" later on replacing the real human in every single aspect as human feel safer and can choose whatever character they want to be their appearance in the outside world.

The problem start when a man can kill the operators by shooting surrogates using a special guns.

My rate : the movie is very nice but at the same time quite confusing especially for those light movie lover.

Tablet the PC

2009-10-13T00:13:00.004+08:00

Nice to see, nice to hold - once interested, considered bought.

Ha ha ha!

HP TouchSmart TX2
- powered by AMD Turion dual core processor
-4GB of RAM
-ATI Radeon GC
-multitouch screen + magnetic touchscreen
- twistable monitor 180 degree

but...
-very uh~
-slow by a lot of weird Vista services and software
-quite expensive >_<

2009-10-03T17:21:00.002+08:00

Love Note : May I

May I say that I'm really fallen in love,
For everytime I looks into your eyes,
My feeling of insecurities fades away..

May I say that I've really fallen in love,
For someone that I've waiting for,
For someone that I've looking for,
Which lies beyond the eyes,
in the soul of honestyand purity,
makes me undoubtedly decided to spend my life with

may i say that i've really fallen in love,
He's my lover, companion and good friend,
during the recession time of mine
from thr glory to thedark days
nevertheless, he still lingers by my side
makes me looking to the bright side of the life
that I moved to build new hope
and somehow, I feel my life is completed....
a rare feeling that i've never felt before...

Dear sir,
Please love me...
Please miss me....
It is my honor to be love by you....

with love,
Siti Aizura

take a look on the bright side of the job

2009-09-13T03:17:00.002+08:00

Well, recently I am quite depress considering all the bad thing happen to me aside for being far far from family. Thus, It is time to lean back and see the light of it.

-Currently two initiative had been proposed and done. One of them are being nominated as a forum paper to be presented during the next Central PMMS Forum.
-Leader of a company event, PMMS Sharing Day; member of AXIS taskforce; member of engineering CSR; member of Hari Keluarga; Editor for department news; Expert user of SAP.
-Join countless meetings/discussions and presenting twice in front the management teams.
-One of the regular members in badminton court - win some, lose many.
-Going back for Hari Raya with claimable tickets.

Not bad afterall, at least not as bad as my 2 month car been hit from back.. grrrr!!

Crab with Crap language

2009-09-08T20:22:00.002+08:00

Sometime I got annoyed while sometime I think it is a gold opportunity for my job career. Too many to do but to least lesson and training. Handover? heck! this people is too old to remember why they do it in the first place. They are just a kalkatu chasing over the lamp light.

Until now, I don't really bother - live in my own small world suit me well ever since primary school. I don't have a huge circle of friend neither them really care about me. And then, when someone suddenly taking a month break - she decided to dump all the mess on the floor. And guess what, I am the one who had to clean all this. I am the only one without the lamp light to chase here afterall.

Maybe I don't care. She is not even a high flyer, her task is quite minor for an efficient worker but the another thing that annoy me is this Crab. The Crab that talking crap. Keep reminding me on the unnecessary thing. The way I talk, the walk I groom, the email that I wrote. You know what lady? I JUST DONT CARE!! I said it straight with you- you can either take it harshly or you can take it as my honest answer - I dont care about your feeling.

If you think you are that good, then stop begging for food. You are one of the people in-charge for this food for poor and so on, but you yourself is a food begger without you realize it. Please open you eye and see. 1. The company money is not yours although you signed the request form. 2. Meeting is paid as you do your meeting inside paid hour - so, no need to request for food you fatty! 3. If there are just 3 muslim in the group, don't ever think of having a berbuka session using the company money - if you badly want it, then go there by your own money, you are a 3k salary person moron! you can even treat the other two - why begging for food? is that what you want as you breakfasting food? When you should be giving food to the poor, you are begging for food from the other. Then you better eat what you want to give becauseit seem like you dont have enough food for yourself.

And then, don't have to be so "good" in the meeting, you know you know nothing and I will surely beat you in no time. After I learn everything, then you wont even be close to my performance - I will make sure your 2 years experience mean nothing if you don't undeerstand anything. a dog chasing a bone carried by motobike shall never overtake the bike.

gadgets with debts.

2009-08-31T06:02:00.004+08:00

he he he... since my life had becoming so dull (since when it is not dull anyway?), i had purchase two item that make me happy except at the end of month (when the statement come).
beautiful isn't it? Look handsome and macho - just like what naked bike are meant to be. But it is not mine..it is my housemate's.. Ha ha..

And guess what! this blue things is mine!! ha ha ha.. although it got scratch here and there already, it doesn't matter~

Name : Proton Saga (BLM)
Capacity : 1.3
Colour : Mountain Blue
Date of owned : 07 07 09
KM as per today : 3500 km

convofair~

2009-08-13T22:05:00.003+08:00

The date waited had come. A lot of thing had change ever since I bought the flight ticket until the actual date. Major changes happen that make me failed in my planning. Now, the most important person in my existence no longer had the chance to see me in the robe =(

No more date in convofair event. The date just gone after a month of silent. silent mode - I never thought a silent can be very painful. All I heard before is "silence is golden". Golden? not for me anymore. Anyway, since I am already home, take a rest for tomorrow journey.

Hopefully tomorrow event can be as happy as it can be. Those sad memory can still smear the days but that is something out of my control. It is Allah's power. I believed He had prepared me something in His plan. Insyaallah.

See You All In UTP ConvoFair!

quite a while

2009-08-02T22:08:00.001+08:00

it had been quite a while since i update the blog.. not that i had nothing to write but that something is not really interesting afterall. but right now i am quite piss off with UTP management.. No convocation letter arriving at my home yet, no tentative given yet, the electronic attendance confirmation via www.utp.edu.mt/convo2009 also had weird error although it is required for me to go there only between 1 till 10 august.. 2 days wasted already!

I am not working in UTP! i am oversea thus i need to plan flight tickets, bus tickets, accommodation for families and so on.. how can management be so cruel? it is among the biggest day in my life. the last happy moment for me is... hurm.. tah la.. I DONT EVEN RECEIVED MY DEAN LIST CERT!! dem u all!!

I'm Okay - Thank You

2009-07-21T23:47:00.004+08:00

Ever since the news of my lost spread, I received a lot of msg of "Are you okay?"
How happy I am to at least know that more that finger count people are concern about me. Thank You ALL.

I am still okay, not yet snapped/breakdown - life had to go on. My family dependent on me now, I had no time to be sad anymore. I had to tackle my new job as fast as I can.

Thank you also for my company, my department which understand the problem I facing and had being so supportive.

Thank you for all my father's friends and bosses who come all the way from Raub everyday to visit my father in hospital and later on attending his funeral.

Thank you for all my relative from all over Malaysia who come to the funeral - I believed I gain enough attention and morale support from all of you.

For those who don't have the chance to visit him in hospital, or attending the funeral, it is okay since you are not in the range (pahang-terengganu) or maybe the constrain of job leave - I understand.

Just for those people whom my father had any debts, borrowed items, promise not fulfilled - let me know, I will try what I can.

And for the person who are from the T'ganu - Selangor (which pass through Kuantan) on the saturday - I just hope you feel sorry for your judgment. That is all I need to hear, not babling and excuses.

Thank You all!!

My Painful Memory of Abah : Part 2

2009-07-19T03:01:00.004+08:00

As for this part, I would like to minimize timeline and hitting the bush story. much focus on what I am disappointed with the HTAA kuantan

1. The doctor in-charge for inner body part just make 2-day check, ask my father to fasting and then leave him on the bed for the rest of the day. No follow-up check, no changing of fasting status (which also led to lost of voice through dryness of throat).

2. The bone doctor visit daily but keep on repeating the same thing over and over while the operation can only take place 3 weeks (it would be half day only in private hospital) after the accident (which my father never even had the chance to survive until then)

3. The trainee is given the chance to treat the critical patient - it is very painful to see some lady pushing and pulling needle into you sick father's hand and after 3-4 tries, then she give up and let other doctor do it.

4. The screw tied to the skull (the left side) somehow had problem and the skull been bleeding for 2 days. The doctor aware of that but the solution is "wait, see, change the dressing"

5. After the bleeding at the skull and daily blood testing, one stupid doctor propose something "pakcik punya darah kurang,mungkin ada pendarahan dalam perut, saya kena cek" - That is so stupid considering I am completely aware where the blood goes and the "fasting" status doesn't help any blood generation for 2 weeks.

6. The ICU doctor doesn't really care about the load pulling the skull. When ask, they responded "He can't be move anymore" but isn't the main point of the pulling is to protect the nerve? that might also be the contributing factor you moron doctor!

7. The X-ray suppose to be made daily but one Saturday, there is no x-ray : to many patient use the X-ray. what?? then on the Sunday, we have to push the bed toward a very long journey to the x-ray room for the x-ray picture. But, the funny thing is, on the night, actually, the x-ray machine is a portable one, it mean that pushing the bed had unnecessarily been done and also unnecessarily make the patient in great pain.

8. still on X-ray. Since the bed is designed using metal, everytime x-ray need to be done, the fractured neck and backbone will be lift just to put a piece of board under it. daily x-ray, great painful movement everyday. I guess, it is time for the government to really scraping the obsolete technology.

9. every 3 day, each unable to move patient should be turn upside down. that is the purpose of the turning bed which my father is on. the turning can help the patient by cleaning their back and prevent rashes. Every "Pakar" highlighting that but the so called "Pakar" never really do any. The nurse are so undertrain/scared so the turning is only don after 10 days just to discovered the back of my father already badly injured and full with rashes till my mother even cry just to see that.

10. Another tricky part about turning, it is not to be done too frequently because the patient will suffered from short of breath. But some other doctor is trying to be pro and want my father to be turn again on the other day with bunch of untrained nurses which one of them doesn't really know how to tie the patient hand (which led my father arm to stuck on the first try) and also doesn't have any idea how to cover the patient face on the upside down position (which then one of the cloth that suppose to support the chin is not even close to the chin) and that lead my father to a great amount of suffering - fractured neck with no support? upside position? and then he lost his conciusness - send to ICU - lost his life!

other patients :

1. one patient had to stay in the hospital 20 days while waiting for his operation time. And when the time come, he is being delayed again - no blood matching his blood type, A-. Which is so stupid? why don't use the 20 days to collect them? his family are happy to help but the hospital never even asked them.

2. One boy is cemented one arm, bone fractured on both legs. One leg is using the outside metal technique while the other one use metal implan. After 2 days, the metal implan already been misplace. What is the point of having a metal implan if the implan is not staticly holding the bone?

My Painful Memory of Abah : Part 1

2009-07-15T20:11:00.003+08:00

Dear all,
As you can see, my previous few post are short and just updated simultaneously. It is because it is phone blogging and the setting is somehow not correct which it is not publish in the blog.

What I want to jot down is just the thing I wish to forget for a while as it is the sad memory of mine.

On thursday 2nd July 09, on the evening, I received a SMS from my mother saying that my father had involved in an accident and fractured his neck bone and back bone. That SMS make me very unease and then I decided to ask my boss for leave and he agreed. He even advised me to use the next week ticket to reduce my expenses.

What happen to my father? (based on the story from the others)

A group of 4 JBA's employees including my father are sent to Kuantan to attend a meeting. This group consist of an old-timer driver, 52 years old, a 8-month pregnant woman, my father and another technician. On the way to Kuantan, just before RnR Gambang, a misfortunate event happen. The Ford Everest they are on hit a small splash of water and the driver lost his control on the vehicle. Failing which, had cause the vehicle to climb a hill and then rolling down 2 - 4 times and end up upside down. After the terrifying event, three of them managed to get out from the car sccratchless while one of them, my father, is not in sight and no sign of him getting out of the vehicle. The ambulance then came and take him to HTAA kuantan as he is a government servant.

The hospital then identified him had catch a backbone fracture and was kept lying on the bed. After that, after my father said he feel pain on the neck, then the doctor do another check with X-tray which revealed that he also suffer from a neck bone fracture. how can a hospital miss a really critical point? are them stupid or un-trained?

So, once again my father had to change bed to be screwed on both side of the skull. I was told that the purpose of the screw is to pull the skull with a 9kg load to make sure the fractured neck bone doesn't hit any nerve that can affect his consciousness. Fine, although that look very very painful, the reason was valid and I can only hope that help.

But then, after some time, the string that used to pull the skull becoming shorter indicating either the skull or even the whole body is moved toward the load. After being notice by my mother and I, the nurses decided to lift my father then moved his body to the lower part of the bed. Can a patient with fracture being moved that easily, by nurses??

The nurse seem nice to you but they are doing their job in a very rough way. They oftenly overlook that the IV is no more dripping and the blood from my father's arm is tavelling thru the tube instead of water from the pack.

-i will write the doctor parts on the part 2-

May Allah bless him

2009-07-11T18:19:00.001+08:00

For anyone related or know my father, Syed Mukhsin bin Syed Abd Rahim, he had passed away on 5.45pm 11 july 2009. Innalillah wainnalillahirajiun

ICU

2009-07-11T16:04:00.001+08:00

Bersebab kecuaian k/tgn hospital yg krg prihatin, abah tdk sdrkan diri dan berada dalam ICU. Ya Allah, selamatkanlah ayahku.. I HATE GENERAL HOSPITAL!!

Abah di hospital

2009-07-05T14:24:00.001+08:00

Slps kenderaan jbtan, pajero yg dinaiki abah trbabas ke bukit dan brguling jatuh, abah trlantar di hospital krn cedera tulang blkang & tlg leher. Sy minta rmai2 doakn abah cpt sembuh & sihat spt 3 org lain didalam pajero itu.

My new namecard

2009-07-03T10:53:00.001+08:00

A box of namecard given to me today. But as happy i am getting the box, i am still worried about my father in hospital Kuantan. May Allah recover him as fast as now.

KL trip [210609]

2009-06-24T17:04:00.005+08:00

perjalanan kL kali ini terlalu byk cerita.

cerita 1 : Bintulu-Kuching
semasa dlm perjalanan masuk ke dlm kapal terbang, tetiba ada seorang mamat tegur aku. *something something*

aku tak paham, jadik, aku abaikan saje, salah org kot. tp kemudian org tu tanya, "kemana pegi ni?" aku jawab "pegi kL, tp lalu kuching". dia pun "ooo".
part itu biasa saje tp selepas aku duduk atas seat bernombor, mamat tu duduk sebelah aku, dia ajak aku sembang lagi. tanya keje mana, duduk mana, dan macam2 lagi ah. susah jugak nk jawab soklan dia sbb dr slang, macam aneh semacam je.
tetapi part yg kelakar, bila dia cakap "sebenarnya, aku ingat kamu orang jawa td".. hek eleh! rupanya dia ckp jawa memula td, patut la aku tak paham. dr mana la dia dpt idea aku ni jawa -_-"

cerita 2 : terminal Kuching
aku pun berlegar-legar di lapangan terbang kuching. Tak tahu nk pegi mana. sampai sini pukul 10, flight pukul 1, aduh~ jadik tom hank la pulak, da la lone ranger je dok sini. tgh syok pusing2, terpandang tv yg tulis perjalanan2 kapal terbang, sekali aku tgk masa utk kL takde pukul 1300. ah pulak da, tgk punya tgk rupanyer retime jadik pukul 1330. tak leh jadik nih! nanti aku sampai kl pukul 3.30, harapan ah nk g wedding dede. adoila.

gagahkan diri pegi tanya "kaunter pertukaran tiket", "encik, masa flight ni tuka ke?"..
dia tgk tiket pastu dia ckp "a'a, nk cepat ke?".. apalagi, mmg aku nk cepat pun - "pergi kaunter tuka tiket kat blakang.

aku bayangkan ada 1-2 kaunter je kat blakang yg dia ckp, rupanya takde kaunter langsung! dem! kena pusing abih airport tu, kena pegi tempat check-in rupanyer. aduh~ penat giler. sampai2 kaunter tu, kasik nama. blur gak sket2, kasik tiket suda~ pas tu da lama2 sket lepak situ baru aku pasan, rupanya aku jadik standby kalo org tak naik flight tu je. oOooOO. cuak pun ada gak, atas nama aku ada lagi 5-6 nama org jugak. haih~ harap ada la.. kalo tak kena msg hafiz kata kensel je la..

pastu tunggu, tunggu, tunggu.. pastu dpt naik kapal terbang pukul 11.. yi haaaa!!

cerita 3 : Stesen LRT, Taman Melati
lepas turun kapal terbang, aku tanya kN camne sbb dia bz takpat nk jemput, dia ckp nek ERL.. aku pun tadek idea sgt erl tu apa tp ada kot mende cam lrt camtu.. skali aku nampak tulisan express KLIA-KL central. tanya kN, ni ke? dia kata yer, aku pun beli la tiket, erkss!! RM35.. cilakak! tapi selamber, bleh klem kot.

pastu aku pun nek, pastu dia berenti-renti, ni ekspress apa mende kalo da ada stop2 plak neh.. rupanyer keretapi transit repair, jadik yg express kena jadik transit. duh! sampai kL central, nek teksi seploh inggit g check in hotel Maya. Sangkut pulak kad debit. alahai~ sebbek ada cash sket, bleh la bayar utk satu malam..

dr hotel maya, jalan kaki g KLCC, pastu dr KLLC, nek lrt g taman melati. tp cuak gak, hafiz ckp melati, tanya Sarah, sarah pun tatau, ye la kot, nek selamber..

turun Taman Melati, tunggu Hafiz, mana pulak la Hafiz neh, kata ada Bob kat sini, satu stesen tu aku pusing, tak nampak langsung Bob nyer.. pastu lepak je la tepi jalan ni, tawakal je la Hafiz nampak aku nanti.. tunggu punya tunggu, tetiba ada mamat ni tego
"dari mana?"
-"dari bintulu"
"awak biar betul"
-"betul, nk g kawen kawan"
"jauh betul dtg, dtg klia la ni yer?"
-"a'a"
"Stay kat mana?"
-"dok hotel Maya"
"Jauh nyer, awak stay je la rumah saya, saya dok sorang je"
*mak ai!! aku da cuak da, mamat ni cam gay je.. aduh!! aku da start cuak da.. tp cool~*

-"takpe la, sbb saya ada keje KLCC"
"owh, urusan kerja skali la ni yer"

*tetiba aku nampak Hafiz dalam kete kancilnyer... FUH!!!*
-"okla, kawan saya pun da sampai da"

*lari lari, masuk kete wat wat tatau*

cerita 4 : Hotel Maya - KLCC
pada malam hari selasa, aku da bosan dan lapa dok hotel, jadik, pegi la KLCC kot.. tp memula pulang DVD pinjam kat kaunter dulu, pastu turun tangga nk g jalan kaki KLCC.. tetiba seorang lelaki india ni hulur tangan "Hai".. aku pun sambut je "hai"
pastu dia ckp "Are you friend of ****?" , aku jawab selamber "nope".. waktu tu dia da pasan da rupanyer dia silap org, dia nk kuar ngan awek India 2 org depan aku ni, dia ingat aku pun gengn tu skali.. aku gelak2 je, tp kalo nk join g KLCC, aku layan je, bosan superb da neh.. pastu aku nampak derang nek mercedes.. fuyyo!!

tp fuyyo tu berakhir malam tu je la sbb esok paginyer, tak pasal2, hujan lebat giler, aku g la kaunter soh panggil teksi sbb aku takleh nk g keje da neh.. pastu dengan lepaknyer org tu ckp "kalau KLCC, kami ada sediakan shuttle", aku bayangkan shuttle dia ni cam bas ke hape ke, rupanyer kete2 mewah, aku nek toyota vios g keje.. jadinyer, india 3 org semlam yg nek merc tu pun shuttle gak ah! dem!! letih je aku 2 hari ulang-alik KLCC jalan kali.. duh!! rugi~ rugi~ hotel ni la bangang, cuba la offer sket service tuh, pressing baju tak ckp, kete tak offer.. bila aku tanya camne nk g KLCC, dia leh jawab jalan kaki dekat je.. buduh tul pekerja neh!! aku rasa Hotel Maya overrated.. tak layak langsung 5 star.. service pun taknak offer, takkan sume nk kena tanya kot, cam hotel 3 bintang je.. dedem! sejadah pun aku kena request.. WTF!

rush rush! hush hush!

2009-06-20T09:31:00.002+08:00

Friday morning.
This is a quite morning with a statistic report to be done and yet i don't know how to complete it really.

then, it start getting heavier for the day, during the morning meeting (which is compulsory every Friday), someone tell us that we are having jungle tracking this evening after 2 pm. Wow! no work after 2 but then.. that also mean my statistic need to be done before 12 before today at 12, I better wait for the bus to go to the mosque.

rush rush

then, someone else topup something. "syed, you better follow me to the 11.30 AXIS presentation because after this it will be you responsibility." Ack! haih~ the deadline just shorten from 12 to 11.30. Plus, what is AXIS anyway? I never login into it yet or can I even login into it yet?. ~_~"

rush rush

then, something even bigger coming without I see it through! "syed, you should follow me the next Monday and Tuesday for this SAP project because after this you might replacing me in this project." Hurm, although I never login to PINTAS yet but hey, what the heck, it is on next week. Then she forwarded the email to me.

*open the email*

Ack! the venue is KLCC!! eventhough I am happy to go but to go in such hurry, how about flight ticket? how about accommodation? What is my role there? haih!~ "no worry, as long as the boss approved, the clerk will settle that for you". Ok then. That settle. Boss? He won't be around next week anyway so he let me go.

"you flight will be on sunday". Since in such hurry, I just said "Ok". then, nearly 12, the same person said to me "I change your ticket with someone so her family can be together, I booked a ticket on the Saturday for you".. Just then I realize, since this evening, I no longer work, then going KL this evening also doesn't matter, even if it is saturday morning, I still will be happy :)

Friday Evening : Jungle Tracking session

"How about my ticket?", I asked. "Kul 4 from Kuching, Sabtu". Owh ok. Afterall, I had told my aunties that I will stay at her house on the saturday. Happy!!

Friday Night : Rukun Tetangga Gather-up

since calling in front of 40 person is inappropriate, I texting the clerk for confirmation again. I know my flight from Kuching to KL is at 4, but when will the flight from Bintulu to Kuching? Then, she reply, ask ML , she is the one who swap ticket with you. WTH!! fine then, msging ML - "bla bla told me that you are the one who swap ticket with me, may I ask what time is my Bintulu Kuching tomorrow" - then the reply is "I don't know, I don't change anything, try confirm back with MAS at 1300XX... ".

oh.. i smell something stink already.. I guess i just been drown in a deep shit! cOooL~ that what leha always said. Msg back the clerk. then the reply "i don't know, asked the agent at 08XXX"

the time is 10 pm which equivalent to 11 pm in peninsular. the number given begin with 08 indicating it is a desk phone. but hey, just try, i am drowning anyway.

back from the gathering, charging handphone.

Calling Agent. once..

no answer - as expected.

Calling the clerk. once..

engaged.

Calling MAS infoline.
option 2 - Bahasa Malaysia
then? no option for booking ticket! damn! just hit 6 for "Bagasi dan lain-lain pertanyaan"
then, hit 3 for "lain-lain pertanyaan"

"hello encik, boleh saya bantu"
-"yer saya, saya nk cek tiket saya pukul berapa, nama saya syed mustaza"

"tarikh encik?"
-"20 atau 21"

"flight pukul berapa encik?"
-"itu yg saya nk periksa"

"tak boleh macam itu encik, kami perlukan tarikh dan masa"

*dalam hati aku nk nyumpah je, da aku call nk cek, kalau aku tau, tapayah la cek.. bungok nyer!!*

"encik ada reference number?"
-"tak ada"

"flight pukul berapa yer encik?"
-"pukul 12 kot" - aku da start hangin da neh

"nama encik tak ada la encik dalam flight bintulu-kuching"
-"takpe la camtu"

buduhnyer service. try cek internet jap ah.

*klik**klik*
Not helping!

then, last option, try the MAS once more hoping this time, another person will answer the phone.

"yer encik, boleh saya bantu?"
-yes! org lain "saya nk cek flight ticket saya"

"bila tarikh dan masa?"
-"pukul 4, 20 hb, Kuching-KL" - yg ni je aku tau dari sesi jungle tracking td

"kejap yer encik"
*tunggu sambil cuak2*
"nama encik tiada didalam list kami"

AH SUDAH!!

-"boleh tolong cek kalau tarikh ti 21 hb tak? penerbangan sama"
"kejap yer encik"

*tunggu dengan lebey glabah lagi!!*

"nama encik tiada dalam list kami, nanti saya cuba double check"

AH PULAK DA.. HILANG LA HARAPAN BER-KL!!

"Encik, saya jumpa nama encik pada penerbangan 21 hb, ahad, jam 12.45, kuching-KL"

peh!! jauh tersasul neh.. sebbek la awek tukang cek ni rajin dr yg seblom neh.

bla bla bla.. aku pun tanya pasal bintulu kuching, KL bintulu, reference number, e-ticket number dan kendian letak tipun. haih~ rugila sehari aku stay bintulu kerana ketidakcekapan seseorang yg lain. terpaksa gak aku nyusahkan hafiz poco amik aku untuk g kawen rudy.

Updating something

2009-06-06T11:14:00.002+08:00

Oh well.. Had been a long while since I wrote something in this portion of web.

Where am I now?
-I am currently in Bintulu and it is not for holiday but more on occupational reason. =D

How long you will be there?
-It is not a certain answers or specific date I can told but it is dependence on my work performance on business requirement.

How is Bintulu? Still in jungle? are you using raft to work?
- the word is, bintulu is much better than T'ganu or even Pahang. There only why we had the mindset is because of national television which never highlight any Sarawak city except Kuching.

Work Description?
- I, myself currently still blur with my jobscope or should I say the job scope is not fix yet. The boss is also new and he is planning to restructure the 5 person department. As far as I know, I am here because of my programming background and Computer System Engineering major. So, there are quite high expectation for me to reach. Wish me luck.

Wedding?
- well, Rudy is getting married on 21 June. (sorry, cannot make it)
- Cikgu Mokhtar's son is getting married on 21 June. (sorry, cannot make it, I might join the ceremony on 8 August)
- Leha (SMKD practical teacher) is getting married on 31 Mei (sorry, cannot make it, I am just in Sarawak)
- Kak Wan is getting married today, 6 June. (sorry, if only I knew Sarawak is on holiday for the whole week and for the wedding gift, I will bring something hopefully on my next journey home although you are no longer new bride by that time =P )
- Amira is getting married on 28 June!! Well, this is a date that had not yet passing by. Try to make yourself available yes?

till next time. stay alive people!!

New work wood

2009-05-27T11:06:00.001+08:00

At last, I have join my resp Dept. To my surprise, they actually put high expectation on me as I am one of five people in this dept including bos. Wahaha! Then i need pc with internet to blog more..

Cuti2-pantai paka

2009-05-11T08:56:00.001+08:00

Ngah posing waktu wat unoffcial industrial visit. Praktical studnt: sweet Dalila

Petronas Induction Programme for Executive

2009-05-05T07:19:00.001+08:00

The short for it is PIPE. So, I will be here until 20 may 2009 and then be in a big flying steel on the next day. Till then~

no more educator, educated?

2009-05-01T08:23:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, 30 April is the last day in the month of April 2009. He he he. Addition to that, yesterday is also the last day of me being the subtitute teacher in the Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Dong. The best part is, I am leaving the position for a better option - not kicked out or giving up. This week is also the fourth week of my stay there as Ms Chin Bee Hia but this week is the first week I am taking over another 3 subjects namely : Science Form 4, Chemistry Form 4, Chemistry Form 5 instead of just Science Form 5 because these three are taken by practical teacher from UPSI who happen to end their service last week. Just as my personal note, the practical teacher are

Nik Ameer Syazwan
Nurul Akma
Intan
Mazrah
Leha and her friend =P
Novah

As challenge I faced is the 5 class I teached are very much different in attitude and focus. 1 class for Science Form 5 are the class which never yet PASS their test -_-". Another one class for the same subject is also swarmed by red pen marks just the y are worst because they don't stay in class. Half didn't really care about skipping school, some love to skip classes and the rest prefer to rest than hear anything the teachers said.

The class for Science Form 4 is a huge class thus making transferring and capturing their attention become hard and their lack of interest make me had to neglect them to given chance for those who want to score As.

As for Chemistry class, the form 5 students had a moderate result but they are dedicated and some of them even came to extra class which I made for "those who are interested to get A only" which I expect nobody will turn out. This kind of attitude is important for their future thus I had to do a lot of studies so they can gain sufficient knowledge to get A compared to strategy to make the student at least pass the exam for Science classes.

In Form 4 Chemistry class, some of the students are already my students at the tuition center. They can answer basic questions very good and they show potential to excel in the incoming SPM next year. My students in this class also frequently came to my table in Teacher's Room to learn Additional Mathematic while they had free time.

For those in PTNJ, I hope my success will be their motivation, inspiration and their benchmark to be overcome. For those student who want to be "Electrical/Electronic Engineer". Study more, Dating less, Effort more, Complaint less.

This might be the last entry in this blog since I am not sure of my internet source after this. Thank you for those reading this blog.

Surat Kegembiraan

2009-04-24T20:00:00.002+08:00

Tarikh : 21.4.09

Jawatan : eksekutif (maintenance system support)

Jab : Engineering Dept

Div : Plant

Nama Syarikat : MLNG Sdn Bhd

Tempat : Bintulu, Sarawak

Akhirnya, surat yang ditunggu-tunggu kunjung tiba jua. Segala penantian hampir 5 bulan akhirnya bakal berakhir.

Namun risau dan gembira bercampur-baur. Apakah pemandangan di jiran seberang laut? satu negara, lain pemandangan?

dengar cerita, makanan mahal, jauh daripada rumah dan sukar mahu pulang. Aduh la! Tapi apakan daya, disitu rezeki yg Allah beri. Alhamdullillah. Namun begitu, penantian ini masih belum bernoktah. Rekod kesihatan dan segala proseding termasuk latihan induksi belum lagi bermula. Doakanlah daku selamat dalam segalanya.

Tag : Weirdo personal questions

2009-04-18T18:02:00.002+08:00

I don't really understand the focus on the tag but since there are at least Uena and Fiexa forwarding this to me, I guess it is better to use this tag to BUMP my blog name at their side widget.

1. Adakah anda suka blogging? Kenapa?

Yes indeed. I like to express my feeling as forward as I can. By writing I can write down my concerns, unbearable burdening feelings and also sharing my thought and opinions which happen to non-understandable in a lot of discussion I have. Plus, by writing it in the blog, it lessen my stress and at the same time be my reference of something I don't want to be lingering inside my head at all time.

2. Blog siapa yg anda selalu skodeng? Nyatakan 5.

I do read a lot. I love reading and also I love to bang the weird and naive thinker ON THEIR FACE!! As if you do a lot of bloghopping you will find my comments a lot yet there are no explaination on the issues in my blog. By default, I will always read any updated blog. But the one I find interesting are (in different categories) :

Friends :

1. Asyrafi @ Ropi

2. Caah @ Yondie

3. Gedixgedix :D

4. Hafiz @ Abrak

5. Another blogs

Politics :

1. Tukartiub

2. Novandri

3. Mutaligat

4. Warisan Pahang

5. Beranikan Hati

Others :

1. PTNJraub

2. fine5view

3. chaklam

4. narutoverse

5. magicmalaysia

3. Adakah anda menginginkan seseorang dalam hidup anda ?

Yes. But I never need negative thinkers and fist-first kind of persons.

4. Taken or single? Mana lebih bagus?

Taken. Taken is better. I hate being single. If you are talking to someone while you single, it is always the person think you like her. Blerrggh! I hate that!

5. Pernah tak cinta anda tidak di balas?

I quess I cannot just dodge or fake the answer for this as I have parts of this.

6. Ciri2 idaman bf/gf anda? Nyatakan 5 (btolkan skit: suami/isteri)

Understanding, cute, humble, smart, discussion partner.

7. Pada umur berapakah anda merancang untuk berkahwin?

23 I am now, still jobless. So, I guess the range of possible time will be 25 till 29. Need some time to collect the money and building up my career.

8. Nak berapa anak?

Maybe 2. If controllable, might considered adding some more. It is better to have few of children as far as my kins don't add the trouble to the world and adding more sins to my sinful life.

9. Lucky person yg anda ingin tag:

It had been some time since this tag wandering around it ways inside the blog worlds so I decided to pass the 9th questions.

Until next time! -away: Anugerah Seri Asrama Terbilang (ASAT)-

sound technician reporting to duty!

Hari semalam Khamis, Hari ini ahad

2009-04-13T00:05:00.003+08:00

Hurm, post ini lewat sehari sebenarnya tetapi lantak ah. Tajuknya begitu kerana pada hari semalam, semua sekolah diwajibkan mengadakan sekolah ganti bagi menggantikan cuti hari raya puasa yang jatuh pada bulan september. Ganti awal2 senang sket katanya.

Mengapa aku suka sekolah ganti berbanding sekolah biasa?
1 - Dpt duit extra sehari. Yezza!
2 - Pelajar nakal memilih untuk ponteng. Alhamdulillah~
3 - Pelajar yang rajin masih dtg kesekolah dan mampu belajar dengan tenang tanpa gangguan.
4 - Sekolah tamat awal 40 minit.

Mengapa aku benci sekolah ganti berbanding sekolah biasa?
1 - Cuti mingguan tinggal sehari.
2 - Aku terpaksa kerja pagi, petang dan malam. Sekolah bersambung tuisyen.
3 - keje aku mengedit gambar tertangguh kerana kepenatan.
4 - aku kena gosok baju basah sbb tadek baju spare da.

Mengapa hari sabtu semalam istimewa?
1 - seorang guru sains tetiba bersalin sebelum masa - aku ganti kelas dia utk Tgkt 2 dan 3.
2 - kelas yang aku rasa tiada harapan khamis lepas menunjukkan potensi untuk sekurang-kurangnya lulus : kalau diberi peluang, tengah tahun punya peperiksaan, aku jangka mampu untuk meluluskan 5-10 orang didalam kelas itu.
3 - pelajar SPM telah datang ke kelas tuisyen dan menunjukkan minat untuk belajar.
4 - aku tahu bahawa budak-budak UPSR sgt tidak malu didenda dan perlukan sedikit "dorongan" untuk berdisiplin.
5 - aku tahu sesetengah pelajar menjadi nakal untuk menjaga hati rakan yang tidak mahu berkawan.
6 - aku tahu rabun merupakan salah satu faktor menyebab pelajar tidak tumpukan perhatian didalam kelas.

yeah! aku da semangat da untuk ajar pelajar tgkt 2 dan 3. tetapi tgkt 5 setakat ini belum lagi. tidak aku dapat positifkan pemikiran apabila mereka tidak mahu menyalin jawapan yang diberikan. Ibarat kalaulah kertas SPM dikepilkan bersama-sama jawapan skema, mereka masih belum mampu untuk mendapat apa-apa markah.

Ignorance and stupidity

2009-04-10T00:49:00.003+08:00

As I entered the realm of teachers in an ordinary school in the system, I do realized that there are lack of actions can be taken by those unfortunate teachers.

Thousands of words had been preach. Hundred of forums and discussions are being made to improved the teaching method including "innovation teacher program" but every single effort become useless when it met ignorance. Stupidity can possibly be cured through some ways and the only difficulty of it is to find the perfect cure are a faster rate but ignorance? there are no answer for ignorance. It used to be the violence as the cure for ignorance because human body can feel pain and this painfull experience help the person to remember the meaning of respect and the consequence of being ignorance.

After the removal of the such power of violent-usage as a counterbalance to the accusation that the teachers had frequently had the disease of "lack-of-rational decision" or "the-small-little-kid-cannot-be-a-villain". This removal had not been replaced with anything good that had the similar effect to preserve respect to the teachers.

We can be friends to the student but being friends doesn't mean they can go in and out of class whenever they want to, doesn't mean they had the power not to write anything in their book, doesn't mean they had the priority not the brings books to the school.

It is no more stupidity is the source for a lot of red ink being used in the report cards but lack-of-discipline is more likely be the first on the top.

"disuap nasik, katanyer keras nk kunyah,
dah suap bubur, katanyer tak mahu telan,
nk ajar yg tinggi, katanyer payah,
nkajar yang rendah, katanyer ketinggalan"

ps : it is always better to be lack of knowledge compared to lack of attitude.

Teacher, I am

2009-04-08T00:35:00.003+08:00

Today is a historical day in my life as today I am officially a teacher. the 3rd picture is my current desk. I will be replacing a science and chemistry teacher for 3 SPM classes. That make me nervous as my teaching will be effecting their SPM! But this first day is not really a first day as a replacement teacher but more towards "relief" teacher. Cikgu yang melegakan =P.

Among the subject I taken today is Sivik and History which I can't do any help at all. Let just hope the following day will be better as I am more prepared and ready. I also reaaaaalllly hope my students accept my teaching and behave theirselves as I had no talent at making people disciplined themselves. yah! go go!

Semangat juang seorang pelajar

2009-04-06T00:00:00.007+08:00

Mula semester. "yeah! mesti study!"
Minggu pertama. "banyaknyer subjek amik sem ni"
Minggu kedua. "rehat rehat sket"
Sebelum ujian-tengah-sem. "mesti boleh punya score sem ni"
Semasa ujian-tengah-sem. "susah tul soklan lecturer ni kasik"
Selepas ujian-tengah-sem. "let se go Epow!"
Selepas jadual peperiksaan keluar. "apa?!! da nk exam?!!"
Sebelum peperiksaan. "apalah sangat peperiksaan tuh"
Tujuh hari sebelum peperiksaan. "Tidur la, gelabah je study"
Enam hari sebelum peperiksaan. "Cool giler lagu baru neh"
Lima hari sebelum peperiksaan. "Nak study apa dulu la agaknya"
Empat hari sblum peperiksaan. "Rasa cam nk demam ah"
Tiga hari sblum peperiksaan. "OK, kompem aku demam!"
Dua hari sblum peperiksaan. "Susahnyer nak paham note neh"
Sehari sblum peperiksaan. "Pecah pale!!"

Malam sebelum peperiksaan. "mes..t..i.. st..u..d..y...z.z.z...."

Sejam sebelum peperiksaan. "Agghhh!! apa nk jadi pun jadik la"
Semasa peperiksaan. "apa soklan ni tanya ni??"
Keluar dewan peperiksaan. "study utk repeat sem ah gini"
Selepas tamat minggu peperiksaan. "yeah. cuti-cuti Malaysia~"

dicuri daripada Chunk

Recommended Movie : Talentime

2009-04-05T22:30:00.004+08:00

talentime is among the most touching movie (Malaysia version) I watch so far. Eventhough some part of the story is for me quite redundant, it is still a worth watching movie - at least in the same line as Cinta and Sepi in term of movie genre.

I recommended most of Malaysian to watch the movie.

R.A.H.M.A.N.

2009-04-05T02:31:00.003+08:00

Telah terbukti ramalan bahawa perdana menteri Malaysia akan mengikut tulisan RAHMAN

abdul Rahman
Abdul razak
Hussein onn
Mahathir mohamad
Abdullah ahmad badawi (ada orang ramalkan Anwar ibrahim)
Najib razak

Semuanya daripada UMNO. Tahniah, tahniah.
Apa pula ramalan yang seterusnya? RAHIM? MAHATHIR?
kita tunggu dan dengar.

:D

Kita tengok penyu telur

2009-04-03T00:50:00.003+08:00

Hurm.. ramai yg berpusu-pusu ke Bukit Selambau, Bukit Gantang dan Batang Ai dalam masa terdekat ini namun saya akan membuat perjalanan ke tempat PRK sebelumnya esok untuk berjumpa Si Dia.

Namun suka juga saya perli sedikit iklan di TV. Jika pilihanraya kecil di adakan di KT, maka lagu rakyat negeri terengganu pun berkumandang setiap kali berita dan juga dalam masa yang singkat. Namun setelah Abdul Wahid Endut memenangi kerusi itu, lenyap terus, tiada sekalipun lagu itu berkumandang lagi. Dan tiada pula apa-apa lagu rakyat dari negeri lain di udarakan. Tup Tup. Di sebabkan ada pilihanraya kecik di Perak, berkumandang pula suara Seniman Os dengan lagu musim durian nya. Lagu kedah ngan lagu sarawak tak pemes ke? kalau ini kebetulan, bila nk keluar lagu pahang pulak? lagu meling-meling pun menarik juga. Malah turut didendangkan semasa bintang RTM yang lalu kerana Pahang menjadi tuanrumah acara.

Kepada semua yang bertanding di pilihanraya, semoga anda berjaya. Kepada semua penyokong, kawal nafsu, bukan dapat apa pun kalau jadi over-fanatic (err.. kekadang dapat duit katanya). Yang penting, kepada pengundi, buatlah pilihan yang bijak. Bukan hanya keputusan untuk mengundi sesiapa tetapi mohonlah cuti untuk turun mengundi kerana tarikh mengundi ini jatuh pada hari bekerja bagi semua negeri di Malaysia, baik Sarawak, T'ganu, Kelantan, Perak dan Kedah. Insyaallah bos anda akan faham, tanggungjawab memilih pemimpin ini berat dan wajar digalakkan.

Sejarah Sedang Dicipta : pelbagai logo

2009-03-31T10:51:00.005+08:00

(klik utk paparan jelas)

ya! ini cerita bukit selambau. Saya tidak mahu ketinggalan memaparkan kesemua 15 parti dan calon yg bertanding didalam PRK penuh sejarah ini.

source : http://muslimatpaskedah.blogspot.com/2009/03/senarai-15-calon-bukit-selambau.html

My Current Part-timeJob

2009-03-29T18:48:00.005+08:00

Due to my everlasting unemployment (so far), I am doing a lot of part-time job to gain some life experience and also a little money to continue my life.

and now, for those who are interested in any of the service( especially in Raub)

1. Clerk and Part-time Tuition Teacher (physics, additional mathematic, mathematic, chemistry)
-->> visit http://ptnjraub.blogspot.com

2. Graphic Editor and Photographer in training (comments are most welcome for improvement)
-->> visit http://fine5view.blogspot.com

3. TM Streamyx and CELCOM broadband authorized reseller
-->> visit www.streamyx.com.my

and am also considering to open a computer service center - considering I manage to get a trustable and honest supplier.

Tunang Ami Aziz

2009-03-26T13:56:00.006+08:00

ini adalah gambar hantaran dan penghantarnyer. He he he. gambar2 lain dalam kamera lain. -_-"

GEMS : For Unemployed University Leaver

2009-03-24T12:40:00.004+08:00

Graduate Employability Management Scheme portal or GEMS portal (www.mygemsportal.com.my) is a vibrant link for the current and future participants of the programme. This portal will give the participants easy access to all things related to the programme. They can use this portal to interact among themselves anywhere in Malaysia through the discussion application, download their monthly time sheet, apply for leave, print monthly pay slip and so on.

Apply via : www.mygemsportal.com.my

p/s : rakan-rakan P, patut ke apply neh?

Game : Rock Legend @ Facebook

2009-03-23T02:35:00.005+08:00

he he he. Oleh kerana kN pun telah post pengalamannya di dalam game ini, maka saya juga ingin menulis sesuatu tentangnya. Gambar tunang pakcik yang saya pergi kelmarin kemudian baru saya letak sbb gambarnya belum diubahsuai.

Rock Legend.

Player are to choose from five type of musicians, two gender and quite a number of fashion to be chosen. Here are the elabration on the type of musicians :

1. Singer : Singer uses microphone and harmonica to perform. The most expensive instrument for singer offers "Pump up the crowd by 150+ your current energy". Suitable for those who like to perform solo.

2. Drummer : Drummer uses drums. The most expensive drum had the ability to "Boost the team confidence by 64 for 1 turn". Drummer can only be significant in a band of musicians because the ability is not as high as singer but affecting the whole team, the bigger the team, more bonus confidence gain in total.

3. Keyboardist : Keyboardists are offered various type of keyboards, pianos and etc. Different type of intruments gave different ability consisting of all other type of musicians. So, for those who want to try all the effects in the game, keyboardist is the most suitable for you.

4. Guitarist : Guitarists needs guitar. Guitarist are among the feared type of musician in the game (at least I am) because its ability to wail which mean to reduce the confidence of opponent/s. At first stage, guitar "Sap a random opponent at XX confidence" which XX in numbers but on the higher price, guitar can be quite nasty "Attack 1 opponent for XXX confidence (splash damage)". The damage are up to 130 confidences and it damage every other opponents as well!

5. Bassist : Bassist use basses (sort of guitar look alike). Bassist is the only cure for guitarist's evil. Bassist can "Restore XX of your weakest band member's confidence" and by spending more money on instrument, it can "Restore every band member confidence by XX". I don't recommend bassist as a winning element but it sure are a losing-prevention team member especially when dealing with higher level guitarist.

Aside from instrument, character can be differs by Shirts, Hairstyles, Pants, Belts, Glasses, Jackets and Shoes.

Inside the game are Play Gigs where you go for Quest or Local Job. There are also Battle Band where you battle with other team. In order to make you team, you can hire another player by certain amount of money if they don't lock their contract. Interesting game but getting serious can cause you money and time.

Ye Be Warned!

Hari Jalan-jalan

2009-03-20T18:51:00.002+08:00

Aggghhh!!! nampaknya level saya akan tercicir jauh kerana tiada di depan pc utk 3 hari!! _|-|o down! (ini berkenaan dengan Rock Legend @ facebook)

hurm.. selain dari itu, saya akan kekurangan peluang melakukan tugas graphic editor dan cikgu tak terlatih.. adeh-adeh!

hari ini ke kuantan, esok ke johor, ahad ke kuantan semula dan kendian ke Pahang. Harap harap selamat la.

-away:xde Cni-

Awas : Pencuri Melintas!

2009-03-19T17:41:00.002+08:00

Perkara yang mengejutkan dan pada masa yang sama membimbangkan saya seketika tadi ialah berlakunya kes kecurian di pusat tuisyen di mana saya bekerja. Pusat tuisyen yang berada di tingkat 2 itu nampaknya seperti mustahil untuk dilawati oleh sebarangan orang yang lalu lalang.

Di tingkat bawah ialah Perodua yang berdinding cermin kerana selain daripada pejabat, premis itu juga digunakan sebagai pusat pameran kenderaan Perodua. Di kanan Perodua ialah sebuah kedai CM7 yang merupakan kedai runcit 24 jam.

Tingkat 3, iaitu di atas pusat tuisyen ini adalah pejabat Alam Flora. Dimana pekerja-pekerja Alam Flora melapurkan diri dan semua laporan berkaitan Alam Flora boleh di buat.

Sekarang, lokasi ini jelas menunjukkan manusia yang melintas di hadapan pusat tuisyen ini hanyalah pelajar pusat tuisyen itu sendiri, ibubapa yang mahu mendaftarkan anak-anak mereka dan juga pekerja Alam Flora berserta tetamu mereka.

Masa kejadian. Kelas utk cuti sekolah hari ini bermula daripada pukul 2 dan tamat pada pukul 4. Tiada masa rehat diperuntukkan. Hujan mulai turun pada pukul 2.30 ptg. Kejadian kecurian topi keledar berwarna putih (rujuk gambar) sebanyak dua biji di sedari pada jam 4 ptg, iaitu masa tamat kelas.

Yang menjadi tanda tanya

1. Pencuri manakah yang lalu lalang di koridor? pelajar? tiada pelajar keluar. Alam flora?
2. Mengapakah pencuri ini berani mengambil hak milik orang lain ketika 2 orang berada bersebelahan dinding dengan pintu terbuka?
3. Di kalangan 10 biji topi keledar bermacam ragam(termasuk topi keledar full-face saya sendiri), mengapakah topi keledar harga murah (rujuk gambar) berwarna putih sahaja dicuri?
4. Adakah ini bermakna kasut juga berpotensi untuk hilang? dan jika ya, perlukan rak kasut dibawa masuk ke dalam premis berhawa dingin sepenuhnya ini?

Pencuri mmg menjadi masalah. Apabila seseorang manusia memilih untuk menjadi musuh manusia lain, maka pelbagailah usaha perlu dilakukan. Bak kata orang,

"nk halau babi, pakai tin pun dah boleh; nk halau manusia, pakai pagar besi pun belum tentu"

New Template : Jeans

2009-03-18T00:32:00.001+08:00

After my attempt to change the blog template into "Aspire" failed and also changing to 3 column scribe is not as complicated as I want it to be. Thus, I use another template known as Jean 3 column. It is quite blue and dark but I do find it interesting. So, I might stick to this template for a while. He He He

Tag : Krom Berapi dan Patung Hujan

2009-03-17T02:37:00.003+08:00

1. Munir

- Saya kenali munir melalui.. err.. err.. apa yer? k5 rasanya.
- Berbadan besar dengan rambut di muka dan kepala menjadikannya lebih dewasa daripada umur sebenar.
- Salah seorang komiti di dalam SF yang saya ceritakan di dalam post sebelumnya. Beliau terkenal didalam sesi post-moterm kerana beliau sering sahaja menegur dan memarahi mereka yang bersalah. Aku? oh tidak, aku memilih utk lihat sahaja, muka kudus sgt kalau nk dibanding dengan munir.
- Salah seorang admin k5 dan juga pemilik server MiRC dengan nama awaken.
- Seorang rakan mapley dan rakan sahur aku yang setia walaupun kadang-kala kesetiaannya di ragui.
- Penjual barangan menarik (tp pendrive kecik aku da rosak, kunci karpersky aku pun tak dapat-dapat agi)
- Sangat rapat dengan rumetnya Kaped dan saya merasakan mereka sering mengumpat saya. o_O
- Pernah mempunyai rekod skendel bergambar dengan papa pimp jack.
- Kehidupan berawek beliau kurang jelas walaupun kehidupan games dan kelalaian lain juga kurang jelas.
- status anak tunggal menjadikan pemilik pinjaman PTPTN ini mampu menjalani hidup serba mewah sepertimana kami yang lain yang meminjam jauh lebih tinggi nilainya daripada P.

2. Husna

- Husna adalah seorang gadis yang telah saya kenali sejak daripada zaman pengajian asas lagi.
- Seorang guru dan rakan study saya semasa pengajian asas.
- Seorang pelajar Kejuruteraan kimia yang berpersonaliti riang.
- pernah menjadi guru ganti.
- salah seorang moderator wanita k5 yang juga bergelar dr Love mengantikan posisi Adeq.
- aktif di dalam mirc dan beberapa channel di dalamnya.
- sama group PCS dengan saya dan bercita-cita membuka sebuah syarikat cuci kereta di UTP.
- terkenal dengan nick Teruterubozu iaitu nama patung hujan di negara matahari terbit.
- quite short comparison to the surrounding and she did be alone more than in group.
- I knew her love stories in UTP - three and half of them at least but just general.
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My memory lane : Student Fiesta 2007

2009-03-17T01:25:00.004+08:00

After Munie create a mirc server for our UTPians friends, that make me even more into my memory lane. And among the sweet memory of me is Student Fiesta event of 2007 - also known as Minggu Mesra Kampus.

The involvement of me in the event starting because I am a member of Robocon so that make me one of the student who spend the semester break inside the campus. While having a training session delivered by Cytron Technologies, my phone received a message from Amira whom I knew from a PET camp sometimes ago. The message is "Don, nak join Student Fiesta tak?". At first I was like, no way, I am very much occupied with all this robotic works but not to disappoint her, I did replied that I will considered about it.

The training goes on like a breeze, then starting of the group work. I am in the same group with my batch (which happen to be very few) - Amin, Watie, Ikan and Pedot. We are among the few that pass the interview for joining the team (I tried for it 2 years before actually make it to the team). Then, with no experience at all, just based on the training beforehand, we tried to start on something - which we practically don't even know where to start. Our team are then divided itself into two, EE and Mechi. Then, the crisis started. Mechi students really don't have any plan. Their plan is built first, modified later and that is opposite to what us, the EEs did, we actually want to know what they want to do in the whole picture so we can design some mechanism/circuit that can make those metal really works as desired. Well, then things get worse when almost all of the class by seniors are cancelled unnoticed which make me like stupid that always waiting for a locked door to open itself. Next, the door of the lab is only opened on night with the reason that most of them work in the night. WTH!. Then, more people entered the ROBOCON team without interview and plus I am scold for return from home late a day. Total that up - i chose to resign from the team. I don't get anything for it but I certainly want experience building robots, not being "punch bag" for everyone to punch.

Luckily, Amira's offer is still there. The best part is the offer include the position of "Assistant Head". For someone like me who have no experienced at all in Logistic and certainly not a group nor the big fan of RM, this is a lifetime opportunity for me. Then, I grab it and start learn how things work.

Amira is a very good logistic person. She had a lot of experienced in it which make all the works become easy. But some pretty flower come with thorns and Amira is not sharing her task and experience with others. And this is where I came into picture. My job, instead of assisting Amira, is to snatch the task from Amira then pass it to the committees. To make the 'snatching' process faster, in one of our department meeting, we agreed to distribute out committes into others department so they can act as Logistic ambassador and at the same time learn how is the others department works. As for me and Amira, we collect the inputs from our distributed committes in our weekly meeting and then arrange the next action taken for each requests and problems.

Everything run smoothly as the other department mostly are dominated by K5ers whom I knew commited to their job. One major problem arise, our HICOM is not as dedicated as it supposed to be. They don't even succeed in making the event legal by not getting permission from the JPSP.. yet. As for Amira and me, our biggest problem is for the canopy renting. We need to pay deposit but with this event still not officially allowed, we cannot risk our own money (oh well, sponsor are quite slow because of Titian Budi. Or is it TEC?). Amira at first want to used her money to book the canopy but after some discussion, she agreed to wait because for me, there are no point risking a lot of money into uncertainties, it is like gambling.

The pre-event soccer match had arrived. Although the permission is still not on paper, our committes (Adam, Syed Mubashir and Raqib - they go there by walking) managed to convince the sport units to borrow us their soccer equipments. So, on the same night, we with Sport and Games Dept under Mat and Eena, working together to complete all the preparations. Thank you too for all those came to help on the night. Then, tomorrow become today, the game start in a good weather. Then the sponsor dept come with their cakes and can drinks to be sell to raised up money. This game end up with a few injuries (one of them even sent to Hospital Batu Gajah after his shoulder falling) and a lot of "suara sumbang" saying the judge is not qualified. WTH! you pay for the game cheaply and you want an international judge. We never though they eager to be professional player that much. On this day, the canopy already been sent althought we don't place any deposit yet - thank you for the provider. Then, after the event is being official, all the logistic job can be done easier and all other event run smoothly (except a few by charity dept which always cancelled and changed on the eleventh). Thank you Amira for trust in me and giving me the opportunity to lead a team in making a successful event and also a sweet memory in my life. Although we don't really close with each other but at least you trust me at your own responsibility.

Undi Pos

2009-03-16T00:39:00.003+08:00

Disebabkan bahagian seterusnya "My Love Story" belum mendapat persetujuan tuan punya badan, maka saya mungkin menerbitkannya lewat atau tidak menerbitkannya langsung buat masa sekarang. Tetapi apa yang pasti, selepas Saliza Sahli ialah Dalila Idris.

Cukup dengan cerita peribadi, saya ingin ulas sedikit ttg perbincangan di dalam parlimen mengenai Undi Pos. Walaupun pekro mengatakan pelajar UTP tidak layak memberi komen kerana ketiadaan kredibiliti, namun bagi saya penafsirannya berbeza dengan saya, pada saya tiada salah untuk mengutaraan pendapat kerana masing-masing ada fikiran tetapi jawatan hanya untuk orang-orang tertentu sahaja.

Undi Pos - undi-undi yang dipos daripada kem-kem, pekerja-pekerja pilihanraya (di bawah SPR) dan beberapa kelompok lagi.

Fokus komen saya adalah terhadap undi-undi pihak tentera. Bagi saya, undi-undi pos daripada tentera ini patut dimansuhkan sama sekali kerana:
1. Mereka tidak mengundi tempat daftar tetapi lebih kepada di mana kem mereka berada.
2. Proses undian mereka tidaklah rahsia sepertimana pengundi biasa (saya tidak pasti tentang ini, cuma daripada cerita bekas ahli tentera)
3. Tentera adalah pihak yang seharusnya berkecuali di dalam politik sepertimana sultan kerana jika berlaku krisis dalam negara, pentadbiran tentera adalah perlu didalam darurat. Bayangkan jika tentera mempunyai kecenderungan politik, tentu lebih huru-hara.
4. Tentera adalah penyokong kerajaan, bukanlah parti politik.
5. kehidupan mereka di dalam kem adalah bebas daripada pengaruh keadaan persekitaran yang bersandar kepada pengaruh politik.
6. Tiada ada ceramah-ceramah politik, media alternatif dibenarkan di dalam kem menjadikan saluran maklumat mereka tidak terbuka seperti pengundi lain.

Bukan saya menidakkan hak tentera selaku pengundi mahupun selaku seorang rakyat Malaysia tetapi sedangkan kad pengenalan mereka juga berbeza, mereka tidak sepatutnya mempunyai kecenderungan di dalam mana-mana parti politik.

Terdapat juga keraguan dan cerita-cerita tidak enak tentang pengundian pihak tentera (ini hanyalah khabar angin)
1. mereka diminta mengundi di hadapan komandan masing-masing secara terbuka.
2. sebahagian daripada mereka yang berada di sempadan "diwakili" oleh ketua untuk mengundi.
3. setiap undi mereka diperiksa menggunakan nombor tentera yang menjadikan undi mereka langsung tidak rahsia.

Terdapat juga beberapa keraguan dan rasa tidak puas hati apabila kem-kem yang ahlinya ramai tetapi undinya disalurkan menjadi undi kawasan yang sama - contoh : Pekan. Undi pos 2 kem (termasuk satu kem yang terdapat di kuantan dan langsung tidak dekat dengan Pekan) di daftarkan selaku undi kawasan Pekan menjadikan pengundi di kawasan itu mencecah lebih 50 000. Bagi orang yang pernah berada di Pekan (saya menjadi pelajar di situ selama dua tahun), bandar Pekan iaitu bandar diraja negeri Pahang tidaklah dihuni begitu ramai penduduk. Tanah Sultan Pahang sudah hampir separuh daerah itu. Entahlah.

Cuma apa yang saya harapkan, SPR mengkaji semula undi pos ini kerana terlalu banyak cerita tidak enak mengenainya.

Tag : "Khairun Nadiah" & "Sakinah" in person

2009-03-14T19:34:00.002+08:00

Because they did replying the tag late enough because of busy-ness or business; so, here is my reply about them

Khairun Nadiah

1. Gadis kecil molek yang terkenal semasa zaman "Foundation Year" lagi kerana peristiwa tertentu.
2. Mempunyai ibubapa yang baik dan peramah. (=D) saya ngaku anak angkat tak rasmi mak dia.
3. Mudah disenangi oleh orang (tah la kenapa) dan mempunyai "friend cycle" yang luas.
4. Suka berkawan dengan orang kurus tinggi (kecuali saya) - Siti Hajar di "Foundation Year" berganti Siti Nurwati Endah di tahun-tahun berikutnya.
5. Mempunyai seorang pakwe yang muda pada masa kini (zaman dulu? la la la~~)
6. Seorang yang sentiasa mendapat markah yang tinggi dalam apa-apa subjek walaupun dia selalu mengadu tak pandai dan tidak mahu mengajar saya. Grrr!! akibatnya, dia selalu dapat A dan saya selalu borong C.
7. Antara pengasas #Natto dan ketua projek dalam byk aktiviti berkaitan.
8. Antara perempuan terawal yang mampu menerima ilmu-ilmu mengenai perkomputeran dan teknologi komunikasi - tp tak dapat nak pengaruh dia main game. AAAA!! GAGAL!!
9. Saya selalu mimpi bergaduh dengan orang kerana cuba melindungi dia (ha ha ha!). Kantoi aku rasa kN selalu kena buli walaupun dia cakap dia plg ganas di sekolah menengah dia.
10. Dia slalu marah dengan saya walaupun saya baik hati. La la la~
p/s : saya panggil dia 'K.N.' walaupun dia ada nick yang aneh "^DeSiDeRia^"

Sakinah

1. Salah seorang pelajar EE yang hebat seperti kN.
2. Selalu begerak di dalam kumpulan yang besar (minima 3 : Huda dan Ija)
3. Kenal Sakinah melalui Ija yang dikenali melalui Zaini yang dikenali melalai Ikhwan Azmi yang merupakan kawan sekolah rendah saya. Fuh~ panjang sanadnyer.
4. Sentiasa dalam mood riang ketika pergi dan pulang daripada kelas.
5. Saya jarang menegurnya (kerana kumpulannya besar, segan >_< ) tetapi dia tetap baik dengan saya.
6. Selalu memanggil dirinya selaku "kinah" di dalam perbualan yang saya rasa sedikit janggal.
7. Dari segi fizikal, tidaklah begitu tinggi berbanding rakan-rakannya dari kumpulan sama tetapi tinggi daripada kN. WuUuUu!!
8. Jarang aktif di dalam MiRC dan k5; jauh sekali DoTA atau CS.
9. Saya merasakan dia ada pakwe bukan dikalangan pelajar UTP kerana kumpulannya mempunyai kecenderungan yang sama (Bib, Huda).
10. Rupanya dia telah lama berblog kerana menggunakan wordpress. Bleh jadi cikgu blog neh.
p/s : van laju? matured? aaaaaaa.. explain pliz!

My Love Story : Part 5

2009-03-14T00:47:00.005+08:00

Why actually did I wrote all this story down? to show I like many girls? to humiliate myself publicly? No, I just to stress for those with misconception - I am a womanizer & love to flirt girls; but the truth is I just a simple guy who are rejected again and again. It is not my fault for being not handsome, not rich and not brilliant. Plus, it is not my fault either that my luck was bad because always falling in love with the wrong person.

Anyway, from previous part, I had told that my second attempt on Hamizah's heart end up with failure... again.

Fall in a hole once, "stupid hole". Fall in the same hole twice, "stupid ME!".

So, as a token of my frustration, I decided to no more have affliction on girls. I had make my decision - to make no one special, treat everyone special. Easy isn't it?

If everyone is special, no one is special

Then, the new me had been born. I help everyone who request my help (at least most if not all). Out of anything I imagined before, being nice to everyone can also means trouble. If a man is being nice with another man, it is okay (maybe sometime hurt his ego a bit) but girls don't response to special attention very well. Sometimes, they become suspicious that I flirt them. Sometimes, they think I am hypocrite that aim something from them and some even make use of this attention to be lazy (ask for help although they might not need them). The type I hate the most is the type that think I flirt them - blerrgghhh!

My life at this point was filled with activities with new nice housemate (moved to Village 5) virtually or reality; Natto and nothing else.

But during the semester break of second year second semester (if I am not mistaken), in my hometown of Raub, I met my old friend from SMKTK. She is nice and happy just like she always does in my memory of her. So, in this short 1 week break, we hang out, text-messaging and call each other sometime until I unintentionally fall in love again. I once more believe that there are hope for me to being loved by a girl. And in a quite night, I messaged "It will be nicer if only I can be your boyfriend instead of old friend". She replied "Sure, I would love to". This is the first time in my entire life that I have a real girlfriend. This is the first time that my love is mutual. Alhamdullillah.

Let her be my first and last girlfriend.

But then, life is never that simple. After I went back to Perak and her going back to Melaka, the pain of Long Distance Relationship (LDR) appeared to be more painful than I expect it to be. Although I always knew she really love me but at the same time she create a garrison to protect her from being cheated by a man. She had suffered enough from her past relationship and she doesn't want the same thing reanimate in her life twice. Among the boundaries she set are
1. I should not told ex-SMKTK we are a couple now.
2. I should not contact her during the day because she is using another number (Celcom) and only using Maxis in the night - during this day, there are hugh different in cost for calling the number from same provider or not.
3. She will be spending her next sem break for a palapes (sort of backup police squad) event because her rank is quite high and she need the certificate.
4. She failed to get internship anywhere near Perak.

After did some serious thinking on the matter, I decided to call it off after two weeks we declared as a couple. In my consideration, I predicted I will not see her for at least the next 2 years. And it appears that my prediction is true because until today, I never once bumped into her after 3 years. And she is now a student in UPSI.

To Saliza Sahli : I am very sorry to hurt your feeling, to mark a scar in your hear, but I don't regret of what I had done. If I don't do it that soon, it might cost you more pain because I knew that garrison will eventually separating us sooner or later. I just hope you always be happy wherever you are at all time. I will always be your friend although you don't want to be mine.

Re-post : me?

2009-03-12T03:29:00.012+08:00

Since I am not in a lovey dovey mood to continue the fifth part of the story, i postpone the post till tomorrow but instead reposting the previous post about me.

since the responses are quite good, I removed the entry from the previous post into a new one.

To know the best in you, ask your friends. To know your weakness, ask your enemies. But it is always great to know both side of yourself.

From kN

1. Pakai cap 24hrs. Agak2 tido ke mandi ke die pakai gak kot.
2. Orang yang digeruni mase awal2 zmn foundey. Haha.
3. Pokpek2 cakap xmo benti. [Arghhhh..kdg2 orang xpaham pun die cakap tapi xnak STOP gak]
4. Baik hati bagi hadiah besday [Bantal peluk + earring + mende bunyi2 tu. Hehe. Sangat sweet]
5. Driver yang gile [OMG. Sebaik masih hidup sampai sekarang]
6. Selalu terabai. [Lalala~pure2 xbersalah]
7. Ade awek. Awek suke mintak tolon die pastu die dok mintak tolon orang lain. Pastu pokpek2 ngadu.
8. Annoying [Akibatnye menjadi mangsa kemarahan saye. =____+]
9. Xpernah dengar die cite detail2 sal family sendiri.
10. Die suke cakap mende2 xsepatutnya depan pakwe saye!! Grrrr...

From Sakinah

1..Mr Topi..hehe..tak pernah tak pakai topi..
2..Terer komputer gak..
3..Coursemate yang mcm paling kurus je rase..
4..Dulu berseorangan,sekarang dah selalu berdua..hehe
5..Jarang bertegur sangat tapi tak tahu cmne boleh baik gak ngn dia..huhu
6..Seorang yang ringan tulang,sangat senang kalau nak minta tolong daripada dia..paling senang cakap,dia mudah tolong orang..bagus sangat..
7..Penah bawa van dengan kelajuan rasanya 120km/j di selekoh ke Batu Gajah..aha~
8..Masih kekal dengan gayanya dari awal-awal masuk UTP.. Adakah dia matured awal atau dia tak pernah matured?hurm ;p
9..Kaki ceting dan donlod di UTP..
10..Sweet

From Amira

1. kenal melalui fana and mimie..mase don masuk aikido.
2. don nie..muke die cm gaspar...dak foreigner dr timor2..haha~
3.oh yeah..aku panggey don
4. member maple..suke ajak aku maple~
5. skendel time kem petronas..aku gi ngan die..sbnrnya aku salu borak ngan die je..dh tkde kwn..tpi dorg ingt aku skendel plak..haha
6. don..aku nak konfess..ko ingt tak mase kite nek bas nak gi kem petronas tu..kan dlm bas..ko dok blkg aku...time tu..ko dok ceriter2...mule2 okeh agik..lame2 aku dh penat dgr ko cter pnjg2..n penat..dlm hati aku..."haih..bile la die nie nak stop..tk lrt!!!"..hahaha =p im sorry!!!
7.asst head logistic yg bes!! aku suke keje ngan die nie`...wpun die byk bebel..tpi die byk mmbntu!
8. die yg ajar aku drive! lepas 2 tahun aku tk bwk kete...die yg jadi cikgu driving aku~ =p time kasih don
9. very informative...suke ckp dgn die...wpun die nie tk byk kwn..but he is one kind of fren~
10. ade awek yg..die salu komplen..hahahahahaha~ (aku dh bocorkan rhsia..=p) but..die syg awek die sgt2...itu aku tau!!! and die nie..nmpk je cm lurus2 ...tk berape appealing...but..for me he is a very brilliant person..and he always know wat he is doing~

From Fyek

1.aka don @ budak_power
2.salu pkai cap..
3.sgt kurus..
4.kenal dia sbb satu klas pcs..
5.suke mengomen org yang wat presentation pcs..
6.salu wat 0.o dalam cenel silverz..
7.ade kad magik,salu dgr dia duk cter ngan chaah ngan mobs..tapi o/ xtaw sgt pon psl kad magik tu..
8. awek dia duk satu blok ngan o/ dulu (penah nampak dia anta awek dia sampai blok..hehe)..
9.penah rumet ngan izzul..
10.suka baca hasil penulisan dia ;)

From Izzu

1. sgt best bile berborak dgn dia.mmg x jemu nak dgr.ade je mende lawak yg die bleh ckp.
2. die seorang yg rajin bercakap dan rajin juge menulis.
3. kepale multitasking...byk btul cakra die.
4. bleh wat kawan seumur idup.
5. seorg abg yg bertanggungjawab (aku tau bile last sem time die nak balik pas present fyp2).
6. kadang2 aneh mcm robot yg die cipta gak..like master like robot..
7. fanatik giler dgn magic the gathering.
8. dedicated dgn keje die..sgt best kalo wat teammate.
9. kalau dia hangin..huhu..scary...
10. kalo die ngumpat psal aku, seyesly aku pun x tau...ehem2... :P

From Chunk

1.known as BudakPower.kat k5 je Don.tp pe2 pn ske pggil die syed je.sbb die je kwn aku yg bernama begini.he2
2.1st time jumpe n merevealkan identiti sbnr di mapley!hu2 bersama izol,abrak,kN
3.memiliki seekor kancil juge.(x apal no plat.cowie!)
4.die dan cap mmg ibarat rambut dipotong xkn putuslah.hurm
5.game aje kije..sgt taksub ngan mtg dan dota kdg2 tuh.oh!lelaki~
6.gemar usik2 org smbil berkomplot ngan aswad/abrak.tp sonok la jugak buat kami trhibur.
7.suke mengadu2 probnye yg sekecil2 virus kat kwn bek sy..ish2 kne hire kaunselor sorg utk die neh
8.suke majuk bl org x ajak g mn2.pdhal die tu yg memencilkan diri ketika itu!grr
9.dah terror tp still mtk org ajar die gak.itu yg sy xphm sejak dr dlu!
10.hurm kenal die dh bape taun.lm gak tuh.sgt2 trharu kerna die still mahu berkawan ngan sy.tq syed :)

From Ropi

1. kurus kering. rasa kesian pn ada.
2. terpisah dengan kembar beliau dari timor leste sejak kecik lagi. xsangka leh jumpak kat utp
3. cuba mencari perhatian dengan mencipta kontroversi, tapi gagal. wahahah.
4. tiap2 hari bergaduh dgn awek (exaggaration je). tapi begaduh pagi, tghr kang makan sama2 gak. luls. cam laki bini. suwit.
5. kaki flirt nombor satu. awek orang pon dia bantai flirt. patut ar bini marah. lol.
6. pemikiran educated. seronok tol diskusi. esp kalo idea dia bertentangan dgn apa yang ko rasa
7. sang disisihkan. bukan sengaja pun, tapi mmg tersisih. time orang takde aktif bebel lam cenel. time orang nk ajak kuar, takde. sian...
8. bersemangat tol benda2 collectibles ni. contoh: magic the gathering.
9. trademark: cap. tak tuka2 dari pondesen. panas ke, ujan ke, aircond ke, duk pakai cap tu jela. nak cover rambut hensem ke bang. hahah
10. sampai skang aku tak tau kancil yang dia bwk tu dela punya ke dia punya. hentam sajala.

From wadieq

1. Manusia terabai
2. G-Mod yang cekap dan amanah
3. Adik abg jack
4. Asyik pakai cap dan long sleeve (nnt kerja pakai cap pet plak ye)
5. Pernah dikatakan ada skandal dgn mira
6. Manusia yang penuh ilmu EE
7. Suka main game walaupun pc agak tukun :P
8. Ada rumet yang pelik waktu final sem
9. Skarang ni jadi cikgu
10. Orang pahang

From Fiexa

1. Rakan se-robot
2. Supplier buku² & nota²
3. Sudi pinjamkan otak programming beliau
4. Pembantu kanan fyp aku
5. Rakan se-gosip (kadang²)
6. Tinggi dari wadieq
7. Aweknya baik
8. Magic: dunia syed
9. Cikgu fizik (confirm budak² tu selalu kena marah)
10. Tegas @ garang

And, a follow-up request :
1. Wadieq (done)
2. Ropi (done)
3. Uena (pending)
4. Fiexa (done)
5. Mira (done)
6. kN (done)
7. Chunk (done)
8. Munir(done)
9. Sakinah (done)
10. Fyek (done)

Wedding Invitation : Amira Rizwana

2009-03-12T03:01:00.006+08:00

Speaking of the devil (ye ke ayat inggeris aku neh?), Amira would like to invite all those non-innocent/innocent friends who knew her by any way possible (intentionally or not) to attend her wedding with big presents (mind the 's' in the end). Ha Ha Ha. So, I as the unofficial-self-appointed representative of her would like to remind every friends that this might be the last time you seen her as a single and the first time to see her with her husband. Two events in one day. =D

Reminder : for those who need a closer look on the image, feel free to click on the image, picture enlargement is provided for free. Printed copy can be obtained by saving the pictures and then print it using your own/borrowed printer. Thanks~

My Love Story : Part 4

2009-03-12T01:15:00.003+08:00

As the continuity of the previous part, actually kN is not the V behind the mask of mass shooting of V5 villagers, the actually V of the mask is Nurhayati. Her ability to gain a lot of numbers during the era of hand phones are still a luxury instead of necessity deserve a round of applause. *Clap**Clap*. As the mystery of her source of the numbers remains, I join her, kN and Izzul in a group known as Natto. The details about the group can be asked from kN, she is the expert of the history. He He. Anyway, in the same group, we do study group and sometime go out together, all four of us (or is it five? Plus Yana?).

On the next part of the story, on the very same year, a piece of news came to me with the message of “Hamizah had been accepted to the nearby university”. Only Allah knows how happy I am at that point of time. Well, as for me, it seems that Allah had given me the second chance to make this relationship right. So, I start messaging her via her unchanged phone number from school age. Next, we did actually meet during UiTM Independence Day celebration. This thing goes on for about 2 years with happiness.

But then, things are not going so well. We are not fighting or anything just she did confessed that she had tried to love me but she can not lie to herself anymore, so in simpler words, it mean “No” to me. Thank you for trying and that attitude make me respect her more. At least she did give me a solid reason.

Speculation: Based on Wadieq’s comment earlier, “Pernah dikatakan ada skandal dgn mira”. Well, I first met Amira Rizwana was during a camp organized by a multinational company to its scholars. We are “lucky” enough to get chosen. Not to mention the notice of the camp was only known to us 3 days before the actually camp date. Not to disappoint my sponsor, I had to turn my back on my team for DoTA tournament in the ICT week which I organized (not officially, I just helping my housemate). Then, back to Amira. She did just now requesting me to write 10 things describing her so

1. An easygoing girl.
2. Equally high (maybe higher) physically compared to me.
3. Can talk in 3 languages!!
4. Sometime, it is not easy to talk to her (pura-pura sibuk ah tuh)
5. My leader and the inviter for the post of Assistant Head of Logistic in SF07.
6. Kabuki-rider.
7. Satria Biru
8. I never seen her mad but she tend to choose another way to releasing her stress (secret!)
9. A chemical engineering student who helps me much during OM – my source of quizzes answer.
10. Her roommate is nice but… (Leha!)

And to summarize that all, I don’t have any special relationship with her although I do go out with her much during making sure the Student Fiesta event run smoothly

My Love Story : Part 3

2009-03-11T01:00:00.002+08:00

After I entered UTP, I am seen as a girl’s hunter even though I don't realize or intent to be one. I do acknowledge a lot of interesting girl inside the campus. After all, during foundation, I do have a looooooooootttttttt of free time. So, the list started (not in order because I cannot really remember the timeline of the story)

First, I was psych by a girl know as Nadia Nasir. She is a good girl with a fine knowledge of technology (which at that time, I am a total IT-blind). So, I start learning using Net message, email and internet browsing from her. During this era of darkness, internet service is available in the IRC (which still in the USM building) so I do go to the library quite often just to meet her - pretend it to be coincidence. But then, she got an oversea offer and grabs it.

Next, I try to approach Fadzilah Halim but not a surprise, she reject me. Dumped! -_-“

Then, I was being friends with Husna but nothing more than a study partner because during the time, she is nowhere near available. Ha ha ha! Sometimes, I even am her postmen for some errands. But trying to be smart – never get to close with someone girlfriend, I might don’t like the consequence.

Still in the same year, I joined Hikbal (Pot), Bun and Nazirul (later be my roommate for 3 years before he left me to be the hero in UMS). This group had been going to Ipoh quite often but only before Hikbal was enchanted by Hazrin from a girl’s group. “Durhaka Pot!”. But not to worries, it only takes me 2 weeks to get a driving license so that both groups can still continuing the outing hobbies. Nazi was also involved with the group by Syiera, his former school-mate and Bun with Nurul. Nah. No story of me in this mess.

Later on, the Propana and Metana block are “disturbed” and “sms-shot” by one mysterious girl. Because we do watch TV together in the common room, it revealed that I am not the only “victim” of her. Until one fine day, a girl picks up the phone. “kN!”, Komeng said. He recognized the small tiny little voice of his former schoolmate. At that time, everyone we excited to know who is Khairun Nadiah and it appears that her appearance is quite easy to be noticed. This is the point when everybody know kN. Famous kot~ =P

kN is among the cutest girl in the batch but I once more run from the race, I put my eyes on Atie (now Kamal’s if it still is). She is also as cute as kN in term of physical appearance and not bad in talking also. But, she doesn’t like me. Dumped!

End with the foundation, next is the First Year -

Filler : Circle of Friends 1

2009-03-11T00:22:00.003+08:00

Oleh kerana saya sedang mengimbau kenangan-kenangan zaman persekolahan, adalah baik juga saya catat nama rakan-rakan saya sepanjang tempoh itu.

Tingkatan 1 :

Saya pernah menuntut di SMK Seri Bentong untuk tempoh selama 3 bulan. Di sana, saya berkawan dengan pelajar-pelajar tingkatan 3 kerana pelajar sebaya sering homesick dan kurang matang (Ahakz!). Antara senior yang masih saya ingat ialah

abg piko
abg zamani

Saya ingat keduanya kerana peristiwa mereka menghilangkan diri daripada sekolah walaupun pada hakikatnya mereka cuma bersembunyi di atas syiling asrama. Ha ha ha.

Kemudian, saya berpindah ke SMK Tengku Kudin. Sgt ramai kawan-kawan saya disini kerana kami berasal daripada sekolah yang sama semasa di sekolah rendah. Tetapi oleh kerana sekolah rendah saya adalah sekolah lelaki sahaja, maka rakan-rakan perempuan saya amatlah kurang.

Tingkatan 2

Seorang sahabat ditemui, Tengku Aiman B Tengku Maulud. Semasa dia menjadi kawan baik saya, kami berkongsi hobi yang sama iaitu mengumpul setem. Percaya atau tidak sehingga sekarang saya mempunyai 5 buah buku setem hasil kumpulan daripada setahun ini. Mengapa setahun? kerana dia berpindah ke Terengganu sebelum memasuki Tingkatan 3. Apalah nasib.. Maka terabailah semua setem, sampul surat hari pertama, setem keluaran khas yang berada di dalam koleksi saya.

Tingkatan 3

Patah tumbuh hilang berganti. Pada tahun PMR ini, saya mempunyai seorang lagi kawan karib, Mohd Nurbadri Izwan. Dia merupakan salah seorang pelajar harapan 8A sekolah ketika itu dan sering mendapat nombor 1 didalam kelas. Dengannya, hobi saya berubah kepada badminton dan catur. Kami menjadi wakil catur sekolah tetapi kurang bernasib baik di dalam badminton kerana saya adalah regu Izzati (adeh!). Dan nk dijadikan cerita ini cerita malang, Badri terpaksa berpindah ke Putrajaya setelah ayahnya ditukarkan ke sana. Rumahnya yang kononnya akan dirobohkan untuk projek nampaknya masih lagi kekal tanpa penghuni di kedudukan asal.

Tingkatan 4 & 5

Kehidupan seorang pelajar Tgkt 4 baru di SBP bukanlah mudah. Pelbagai rintangan, buli, dikriminasi dan maki hamun yang diterima. Namun nasib saya baik kerana saya dapat bergaul dengan beberapa pelajar baru yang hampir serupa nasibnya dengan saya. Mereka telah menerima saya sebagai kawan mereka

Faizal
Azrul Othman
Syawal Maradona
Hazrul Hazid Hamazah
Nuriman
Jamarul
Suzaley

Untuk menambahkan keceriaan kumpulan rakan sebaya ini adalah beberapa pelajar lain yang telah berada di sekolah itu selama 3 tahun

Zulkifli Abas
Saiful Shahrizal
Razemy Rafi

Dan beberapa orang lain lagi. Mereka ini telah membantu saya baik dari segi akademik (semua top 20 sekolah tuh), sukan, riadah mahupun motivasi dan nasihat. Tanpa mereka, mungkin saya akan pulang ke SMKTK tanpa berfikir dua kali. Bagi saya,

benih yang baik, dicampak kemana pun tumbuh juga.

Namun begitu, setelah tamat zaman persekolahan, tidak lagi mereka saya temui. Kali akhir ialah ketika mengambil keputusan SPM. Kecuali Syawal sbb saya ada pergi kerumahnya selepas itu. Kepada rakan-rakan, bila da abis belajar nanti, buat-buatlah reunion. Nanti kalau dah jadi doktor, lagilah susah nak jumpa. Oh ya, hobi kami ketika ini - Buat program, main takraw dan buli "jambu" Zul. Ha ha ha!

My Love Story : Part 2

2009-03-10T02:48:00.007+08:00

In the second part of the story, I already entered a boarding school, SHAH Pekan after forced by my most respected teacher, Puan Habsah. In this new surrounding with no friend from my previous school is quite scary. Adding pressure to this circumstance, Umie’s little brother also entered here in the same year as a Form 1 student. I failed to mentioned this in the Part 1 but I know Umie’s family quite well because her father and my father are job-mate. Thus making the responsibility in making sure his brother get a good life is on my shoulder. The only flaw is that my life myself is not that secure also.

Anyway, skipping that part, here is also a place of me finding a person of my dream (used to). The first time I met her is during the 2002 teacher’s day. She is a committee while I am just a person who will always lend my hand for help as I see anyone need it. During an event of throwing Ping Pong ball into designate box with mark holes, I offer myself to help her. And at the same moment, I feel in love with her. She never gets mad, she looks nice in the maroon uniform (librarian) and she can handle stress very well.

The only problem is she is not in my class and I have nothing special to make her realized my existence in this school of elites. Never to fail before try, I did everything I can to make her did know that I am also there. I join every single clubs she join – Mathematic club, Science club, PBSM – but I failed to make myself into being a librarian and PRS team because both are teacher choice. Grrr!! But no worries, I still attend all librarian and PRS activities as I am one of the members (psychopath? Damn! I just realized that!!). After that don’t really work, I try to send the messages directly to her up to the point that her friends did actually realized my intention (friends includes Aimi, Syuhadah Ismail, Idzan Effendy, Nadia Jaafar).

Then the SPM year arrived, I still not the same class with her but our class is not as far as before, just next a class, same floor. Then, we started talking together while returning from evening prep. This is when things get serious, as all my friends did mention in the previous post, I did eventually be scary when I am mad. One day, I really get mad over something during a night prep, but before I did anything stupid, one of my classmate did actually call her there (I am not really sure what is the intention of her doing that) but come to my surprise, I don’t get scary at all. But, all my anger just disappeared – I cannot remember what actually make me that mad until today. This is when I realized the fact that she is very important to me. More important than me yelling at someone for some reason (which sometime I did).

During this year also, a lot of important events happened.We involved in my Science and Math Week; I assigned her as the secretary for Badminton Club which I established after challenging the whole school for qualification match (which thank Allah, no one can beat Hazrul Hazid, my Badminton's double); we involved together in the PBSM trip to HUKM and IJN (in the record) and not to mentioned we also joined the school motivation camp to top 20 students and top 20 students (he he he, maybe my school mate understand this). "Pendek kata", I tried to include her in anything I do and in Form 5, the things I do is not few.

Not long before SPM, she decided to not involve in any relationship which includes the fact that I am one of those “non-involvement”. But I also heard that she actually get jealous over Farah Izyan which also a girl responsible at Anjung Kasih (a booth in SHAH for parent to called their child using audio system). How can this related? Anjung Kasih is also one of my weekend’s favourite venue because in the Anjung Kasih is a chess set, a carom set and a small room that offer a wall fan, a radio and no disturbance from the other students. I also fought with a Form 3 student once just to be in the room (I am not a Bully by the way). So, sometime people assumed that I am there because Farah Izyan.

So, this part ends with no happy ending for me but only one girl in focus - Hamizah Hamid. We do not communicate much after that even though I still wish her birthday and call sometime.

My Love Story : Part 1

2009-03-10T00:52:00.003+08:00

I have been thinking lately that I should just erased all these memories from my head. Thus, I decided to wrote about it in this blog. Afterall, it is quite normal to write something personal in a personal blog.

So, to begin the story, it is the year of 2000, the millennium year. During this year, I was in my Form 2. At this point of time, I already attracted by a person I referred as Izzati Taib. She was a school prefect which I find very attractive. She is also one of the most brilliant students in the school. With no knowledge and experience in the situation, I tried to talk to her in the school and also called her house number at home. In response to my obviously lack of love sense, she did reject me with anyway possible. At first, I do ignored those rejection as I assumed that symptom was normal until one day, she pretend to like another guy just to make me away from her. Then, I decided "This is it, it never will happen anyway" and I apologized to her if my actions had made her felt annoyed. At first she was very angry with me until she finally posts me a birthday card on the next year which makes all my guilt feeling go away.

Then, on the following year, I met two interesting ladies in my tuition class. And since I am already Form 3, this year class was filled with the same batch students. (I already entered PMR tuition for Form 3 during my Form 1 and Form 2). The two ladies I mentioned are Fadilla and Umie Aimi Hazwani. Both of them share the same qualities – pretty, short, fair skin and smooth talker. Talking to them via phone is among the best hobbies I have at that time. But then, not only they share same qualities, they also offered the same problem – both are surrounded by admirers and fans alike. And as for me, competing for girls is not really my game because I do believe:

“It is not hard to be a winner compared to maintaining the winner post”

So, I decided to be their best friend, more or less their good listener. I even advised Fadilla to wait until the SPM is finished before deciding her chosen couple (The irony is that I also at first trying to be her couple -_-“). And up till today, they are still my friends but they had chosen their life partners which is not me or anyone like me at all.

Quiz dari blog munir

2009-03-10T00:33:00.002+08:00

I find this quiz quite interesting to be tried on.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.

Bad tooth day

2009-03-06T09:47:00.002+08:00

Wednesday. 3 Mac 2009.

I had been wanting to do a little dental care at the clinic - "Cuci Gigi". It had entered my mind during my intership but I don't have the money nor time to do it. Now, after a few ringgit of payments, I can actually go to treat my teeth. He He.

So, I start my journey at 3.00pm (although the initial plan was 10 am). After done all tuition fee matters, I start my motorcycle and heading to the Klinik Pergigian Perdana. It is owned by a kind muslim who is also the PAS representative during the last general election, Dr Nilam. The rumors is he is the best dentist in town. After I arrived there, I start asking whether I can done the procedure right away or need an appointment. The answer is not appointment but disappointing, the machine is under repair. Grrr.

Next, I visit Klinik Pergigian Lim, people said he did it with more pain compared to Dr Nilam. Thank goodness, there is no one at the clinic for me to register =P.

Next, I go to the next BH Lim clinic. The clinic is just under the tuition center where I worked in. But the problem with the clinic is it need appointment and Wednesday, today, is an appointment only day! aAAaaa!!

So, no change in term of dental so far. grrr..

Tag : Fiexa what?

2009-03-06T02:57:00.008+08:00

About Fiexa :

1. Her face most of the time become reddish/blushing for no reason.
2. Adorable and noticeable in crowd.
3. I met her during my Robocon Era. =P
4. Seem like a social-free girl but not quite in real.
5. Used to go out with I*** with reason I am not there when they invited me. ehem2~
6. Feminism thinker, I do expect opposite perspective while chatting with her at Mapley.
7. Not really a logic thinker (in term of programming) but can understand ideas very well.
8. I once trust her but she not disappoint my trust.
9. Financially doubt-able.
10. PTPTN scholar.

Tag : Who is Wadieq? & Who is Ropi?

2009-03-05T02:33:00.004+08:00

http://najwadi.blogspot.com/
http://ibnuhalim.blogspot.com/

#1a describe 10 things about the person who tag u (Wadieq)

1. A smaller man in reality (compared to virtual)
2. A great manager.
3. Quite an average worker.
4. Open to discussions and suggestions.
5. React to challenges in unpleasant respond.
6. Hardly trusting people even friends around.
7. Choose to bear any burden instead sharing.. if possible.
8. A huge fan of forums and healthy discussion.
9. Care less about games and sports
10. A reliable person-in-need.

#1b describe 10 things about the person who tag u (Ropi)
1. Physically outgrown. =P
2. Bold and blunt.
3. Spammer for attention.
4. Bad luck with the ladies.
5. Caring yet try to act as care-not.
6. A great discussions partner for any heavy discussions I would like to have from time to time.
7. Fashion-less.
8. Accept criticism openly.
9. A good followers/ workers.
10. I see him as I see myself in a mirror. (well, maybe he is better)

#2 describe 10 things about you

1. Arrogant
2. Hated
3. Friend-less
4. Love consistency but hate maintaining
5. Trust text more than audio.
6. Sleep in the day, active in the night.
7. Selfish
8. Hobbies - evolved according to surrounding. Basically just collecting any collectible material.
9. Hate to repeat the same thing twice.
10. Speak more than actual abilities.

#3 at the end you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.
I will like to know the bitter truth of me from :

1. Wadieq
2. Ropi
3. Izzul
4. Fiexa
5. Mira
6. kN
7. Chunk
8. Munir
9. Sakinah
10. Fyek

(also, I welcome people to answer #2 in the comment)

Siapa negara Islam sebenarnya?

2009-03-03T02:10:00.004+08:00

Kepulangan daripada negara jiran, Singapura telah menunjukkan satu kejadian yang mengejutkan. Apa tidaknya, sekotak rokok di Singapura berharga 20 Dolar dimana 1 dolar bersamaan RM2.50. Ini bermakna, sekotak rokok bernilai RM50!! waH! begitu juga dengan penjualan arak. Arak dalam tin yang dijual murah dan mudah didapati di mana2 pelosok kawasan perlancongan di Malaysia tidak terdapat disana. Siapa negara Islam sebenarnya?

Kita pun boleh membaca dalam dada2 akhbar menyatakan bahawa rokok telah diharamkan oleh kerajaan Israel atas alasan kesihatan. Mufti kita juga telah memfatwakan rokok haram atas dasar agama Islam namun kita abaikan sahaja. Siapa negara Islam sebenarnya?

Kita mahupun hiburan yang menerapkan nilai-nilai agama Islam dipaparkan di kaca TV tanahair namun kelihatan cerita-cerita berkonsep begitu telah "diimport" daripada Indonesia. Siapa negara Islam sebenarnya?

Kita semua tahu arak, judi, babi dan rokok adalah haram bagi orang Islam. Namun lesen-lesen terus diluluskan kerana untung daripada barangan ini sangat menguntungkan. Bukankah ini bermakna untung ini untung yang haram? Bukankah kita juga tahu niat tidak menghalalkan cara? Siapa negara Islam sebenarnya?

PPSMI .... lagi

2009-03-03T01:33:00.002+08:00

...
Cabaran debat telah dikemukakan namun ditolak. Alasannya boleh diterima - Debat tidak berakhir dengan keputusan, hanya hujah2 pembuka minda.
...
Pidato dan ceramah telah diadakan. Hasilnya tidak seberapa kerana hanya penyokong yang mendengar.
...
Hishamuddin telah membuka ruang untuk dasar PPSMI dipinda. Namun tidak dipersetujui kerana pekasam telah diseluk, takkan 7 Mac dibubar. Kita suka berarak. Apa nk dikata kepada pengikut.
...
Byk gabungan pelajar(entah bila nk berhenti jadi pelajar) mengatakan pelajar kini banyak lemah matematik, sains dan bahasa inggeris. Namun usaha memperbaikinya hanya di tahap minima.
...
Yang membantah merujuk kepada 20% pelajar disenarai terbawah - pelajar luar bandar, anak-anak bangsa minoriti, pelajar dengan masalah disiplin - mereka tidak dapat asas pendidikan yang penting.

Yang menyokong merujuk kepada 20% pelajar disenarai teratas - pelajar SBP, MRSM, SBPI dan KRK - mereka mahu melanjutkan pelajaran di IPT dalam dan luar negara yang menggunakan Bahasa Inggeris sebagai bahasa penghantar.
...
pelajar lemah Matematik dan Sains pada masa ini - Bahasa Inggeris.
pelajar lemah Bahasa Inggeris, Geografi, Kemahiran Hidup, Sejarah, Bahasa Melayu, Pendidikan Islam - Bahasa Melayu.
...
Tambah slot bahasa Inggeris di sekolah - Ibubapa tidak mahu anak pulang terlalu lewat daripada sekolah kerana ibubapa hanya mempunyai masa rehat pukul 1 hingga 2 petang.
...
Tengok Jepun, bangga maju pakai bahasa sendiri. Tengok Jepun, nk bercakap pun pakai jurubahasa (kalaulah jurubahasa tidak jujur).
...

Sama tapi tak serupa

2009-03-03T01:19:00.004+08:00

1 - Buka kuota kepada bukan Melayu memasuki MRSM || buka kuota kepada bukan Melayu memasuki UiTM.

2 - Demonstrasi bantah keputusan sultan bukan budaya melayu || orang melayu diajak berdemonstrasi menyokong keputusan sultan.

3 - Matematik dan Sains dalam Bahasa Inggeris melenyapkan bahasa Melayu || pendidikan berkaitan Islam dalam bahasa Arab membantu pelajar lebih memahami.

4 - PAS berdosa ber'pakat' dengan kafir DAP || UMNO meningkatkan perpaduan ber'baris' dengan kafir MCA,MIC,PPP,Gerakan....

5 - Jgn panggil Najib pembunuh kerana perbicaraan bunuh masih dalam siasatan || Jgn panggil Anwar peliwat kerana perbicaraan liwat masih dalam siasatan.

6 - Kita mahu perpaduan diperingkat sekolah lagi || Kita mahu sekolah jenis diteruskan.

7 - Kita mahu hak orang asli terpelihara kerana mereka sama dengan kita || Kita panggil Iban, Dayak, Jakun dengan nama Orang Asli.

8 - Kita mahu lebih ramai orang bekerja dengan kerajaan || kita lanjutkan pencen kepada 58 tahun.

9 - Kita beri rumah percuma kepada orang susah || Kita bina rumah percuma ditempat susah dicapai.

10 - BN kata akhbar Harakah dan Suara Keadilan beri maklumat tidak tepat || PR kata Utusan Malaysia dan Berian Harian beri maklumat tidak tepat.

11 - Semua orang ada hak bersuara || Hak bersuara perlu dikawal.

12 - PR melenting apabila disebutkan Projek Khinzir Raksasa, P.K.R. || BN melenting apabila disebutkan Projek Babi Negara, P.B.N.

13 - Konflik tercetus antara BN di Bukit Selambau kerana MIC dan UMNO berkeras meletakkan calon masing2. || Konflik tercetus antara PR di Bukit Selambau kerana PKR dan DAP berkeras meletakkan calon masing2.

14 - Orang melayu ingin bersaing dengan orang Cina tetapi dengan bantuan subsidi. || Orang Cina ingin subsidi seperti orang Melayu supaya lebih maju.

15 - Pembeli mengeluh barang keperluan mahal. || Petani dan nelayan mengeluh hasil jualan murah.

Chain Reaction Revisited

2009-02-27T03:51:00.004+08:00

yeah! after all the efforts of :
- Anwar VS Shabeery LIVE in the historical Debat
- YB Aziz VS YB Mahfuz in Hujah TV9
- All those rebates, subsidies, and public transports 30% "surcharge"

The price of fuel is slowly coming down. But hold your breath because the others price tag stick to the same price after the price hike. And be prepared for another price hike due to "Toll Rate is Increased Starting 1 Mac".

Many thank for all the people involved directly or indirectly in this effort. After the toll rate increased, once more the "transportation cost" increased and that contribute a "solid" reason to raise any price including Teh Tarik Mamak. Maybe I should now wait for "Touch N Go" rebate or start booking a lot of bus tickets before the "surcharge" change to 100% anytime soon.

Thank~

Edit : Thank goodness the decision is now under re-consideration. Good Job Pak Lah... for now.

Hujah Bakal Ketua Pemuda UMNO

2009-02-26T02:53:00.003+08:00

Disebabkan kegagalan RTM memaparkan siri yang menarik ini di saluran bicarawaranya, saya tidak dapat menyaksikan siri ini secara langsung (yer, rumah saya cuma ada saluran 1,2 dan 3 sahaja sepertimana dikawasan terpencil dan terabai yang lain - kubu kuat camnila) tetapi tanpa saya sangka telah tertemu ketika "blog-hopping". Kalau hendak dikomenkan terlalu panjang jadinya nanti, jadi, tontonlah sendiri. Kemampuan dan kepintaran Dr Muhammad Agus Yusoff selaku pengerusi majlis wajar dipuji dan jauh bezanya orang bijak berbicara berbanding makhluk pengacara Debat Anwar VS Shabery. Tahniah Doktor, doktor memang hebat termasuklah ketika mempengerusikan debat Husam Musa VS KJ.

Bagi yang tidak mahu ketinggalan arus politik negara, sempena perubahan tampuk pimpinan UMNO hujung bulan Mac ini, marilah mendengar hujah, janji dan perubahan yang disarankan bakal2 Ketua Pemuda UMNO sebelum 2 daripadanya tumbang. Kalau da lepas baru nk dengar, tak guna dah.

HUJAH TV9 - Khir Toyo; Khairi Jamaluddin; Mukhriz Muhamad;

ehsan salambro.

Tag : Junction Decision

2009-02-24T23:56:00.012+08:00

The picture shall tell the description of the Question but here is the story.

After traveling a long way, you had reach a final junction towards your success. On this junction there are two roads to be chosen. The first road offers you an easy path but at longer journey, very very long one compared to the other one. The second is extremely shorter but also very very difficult as people said "most of them traveled this road never returned".

Which road will you take? (no one can take both road at a same time)
Why do you not choose the other road?
What is the example in your life showing that you actually did choose the road you stated?

Consultants :
1. kN --> left road
2. fiexa --> right road
3. eena --> left road
4. sakinah
5. Adeq --> right road
6. Yap --> right road
7. caah
8. ropi --> right road
9. fyek --> left road
10. sesapa yang rasa dia leh kasik jawapan yang menarik dan berguna =)

mangifera --> right road
ps : thank ropi for English correction

Tahniah Blogger

2009-02-23T19:10:00.002+08:00

Ini sebagai tanda tahniah saya kerana 2 blogger yang saya ikuti nukilannya telah terpilih utk disiarkan di dada akhbar Sinar Harian.

Sinar Harian : N8 : Isnin : 23 Februari 2009

DS Anwar Ibrahim - Lagu utk Azizah

2009-02-23T02:18:00.003+08:00

Ketika aku asyik ber"blog-hopping" di kala larut malam, aku terjumpa klip yang aku rasa agak menarik di YouTube. Layan gak dengan lagu neh

Lirik :

Dah lama tak jumpa,
Hati merasa duka.

Siang malam terbayang,
Oh~ nasibku malang.

Kemana menghilang?
Tiada surat datang.

Oh~ nasibku malang,
Azizah tak datang.

Oh~ nasibku malang,
Tak datang, tak datang.

Dipenjara seorang,
Siang malam terbayang.

Kemana menghilang?
Tiada surat datang.

Siang malam terbayang,
Oh~ nasibku malang.

[ulang sekali lagi]

P.A.T.I

2009-02-22T18:26:00.002+08:00

Pendatang Asing Tanpa Izin.

Kebelakangan ini, kemelesetan ekonomi telah berjaya merungkai satu masalah kronik yang dikaburi oleh kemewahan hidup di Malaysia. Malaysia walaupun dalam keadaan tenat tapi masih tersenyum mengatakan kita masih belum buang/pecat pekerja. Technically, mmg kita tidak "memecat" sesiapa. Tetapi adakah pekerja kontrak yang tamat kontrak fikir begitu? Jika pekerja kontrak yang diberhentikan kontrak adalah kurang kerana tertakluk kepada tarikh tamat kontrak, bagaimana dengan kontrak-kontrak haram dengan PATI? mereka dtg ke sini, di janjikan pekerjaan, tempat tinggal dan makanan, namun masihkah begitu dalam keadaan sekarang?

Oleh kerana kontrak mereka hanyalah "kontrak bawah meja" atau "janji bibir", sudah tentu kos ini akan dicantas terlebih dahulu oleh majikan. Walaupun kosnya tidaklah tinggi berbanding pekerja lain, tetapi mereka tidak akan menimbulkan pertikaian MTUC dan kerajaan. Apa jadi kepada mereka? tiada rumah, tiada makanan dan jauh dari kampung halaman.

Terdapat hanya 3 jalan keluar bagi mereka

Menyerahkan diri kepada kastam - mungkin bagi yang telah cukup simpanan
Memohon bantuan daripada penduduk tempatan - siapa yang mahu membantu?
Bertukar kepada kerja haram yang menjanjikan pulangan yang lebih tinggi.

Pilihan ketiga adalah yang plg merunsingkan buat masa ini. Di kaca TV kecoh mengatakan golongan ini terlibat dalam samun, rompak, curi dan rogol. Jika pilihan kedua pula, patutkah kita membantu? Datang tidak berjemput, tetapi perlu dijamu? Tidakkah jadi "kera dihutan disusukan, anak sendiri dibiar mati kebuluran" ? Pilihan pertama juga tidak kurang dari segi kos. Malah sebahagiannya sanggup melompat daripada feri sehinggakan Malaysia dilabel negara yang tidak berperikemanusiaan. Begitukah? tidak cukupklah duit terbazir menanggung warga penjara, warga IPS (Institut Pusat Serenti), warga ISA?

yang pasti, bendunglah masalah ini seberapa segera kerana anak mereka nanti pula akan claim kerakyatan pula!! sekarang baru generasi pertama.

Academic - Cocurriculum; 50-50?

2009-02-20T04:04:00.003+08:00

Just to update this blog with some academic discussions. Recently there are rumors about a new academic policy is under discussion. The main issue of the policy is to increase the importance of the co-curriculum activities including sports, uniform bodies and competitions. Among the outcome expected will be :

More sportmen/sportwomen can serve the country.
Increase the ranking of Malaysia in sports.
Emphasis the importance of discipline to the students.
Give more change to students with low-academic achievement to enter higher education level.
Well-rounded students can be created instead of 'bookworm' or 'dumb ironman'

As the outcome sound nice but this policy, as I see it is burdening and in the same time hinder the importance of education. Although it is aim for well rounded students, if we put 20% of academic achievers and 20% of athletes together. The same persons for both group might only consists of 1-2% of the populations. It is quite rare for a normal human being to excel our burdening academic system with tired body cause by muscle training.

So, if the rumors is true, I do hope it is given "careful consideration" so we don't waste another batch of student for this "trial and error" method like usually practiced.

2nd tag : Manusia Biasa

2009-02-19T01:47:00.008+08:00

Came from fiexa

And These Are The Tags:
Put Your I-Tunes, Windows Media Player, Etc. On Shuffle.
For Each Question, Press The Next Button To Get Your Answer.
YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
Tag 10 Friends.
Everyone Tagged Has To Do The Same Thing.
Have Fun!
_________________________________________________________________________

1 - IF SOMEONE SAYS ‘ARE YOU OKAY’ YOU SAY?
> Putra ft Ryan - meling-meling (meaning, just turn away)

2 - HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
> Akon - Lonely (>_<)

3 - WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
> Mawi - Kian (maybe in the lyric part)

4 - HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
>Peterpan - Sahabat (Tagger maybe? =P )

5 - WHAT IS YOUR LIFE’S PURPOSE?
>SOAD - Needles (Yer, aku mmg jahat)

6 - WHAT’S YOUR MOTTO?
>Gerhana Ska Cinta - My Boy Lollipop (Erkss.. me no gay k)

7 - WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
>Kenny, Remy & Martin - Kupetik Bintang-bintang (amik kesempatan yer)

8 - WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
>Gigi - Nakal (Cis~ aku jujur nih.. tul2 lagu ni lak terpilih)

9 - WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
>Radja - BBC (Benci Bilang Cinta) (No comments..)

10 - WHAT IS 2 + 2?
>M. Nasir - Meniti Titian Usang (Soklan 'usang' kot bagi cikgu math. Wahahaha!!)

11 - WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
>Ruffedge - Da' Bomb (Wonder who is my best friend..)

12 - WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
>KRU - Getaran Jiwa (Tadek lagu life of the neglected kot)

13 - WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
>Ella & Tam Spider - Dunia Batinku (erkss..)

14 - WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
>SOAD - Cherry (tak paham!!)

15 - WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
>Peterpan - Di belakangmu (korang nari lu, aku ada kat blakang neh.. lulz!)

16 - WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
>Once Dewa - Dealova (...)

17 - WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
>Ella & Korie - Pergilah kasih Pergilah sayang (Wah~ I did fear this!)

18 - WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
>Peterpan - Aku dan Bintang (I wish I had a 'star' secret)

19 - WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
>Sheila On 7 - Pejantan Tangguh (apakah? tangguh g cari keje ke neh)

20 - WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
>Awie - Bernafas dalam Lumpur (Owh, adakah ini maknanya aku makin tadek kawan. DAMN!!)

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> Radja - Manusia Biasa
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Some lesson (fwd by izzu)

2009-02-17T02:53:00.002+08:00

5 Minute Management Course (may contains dirty joke! ye be warn~)

Lesson 1:
A man is getting into the shower just as his wife is finishing up her shower, when the doorbell rings.
The wife quickly wraps herself in a towel and runs downstairs.
When she opens the door, there stands Bob, the next-door neighbor.
Before she says a word, Bob says, 'I'll give you $800 to drop that towel.'

After thinking for a moment, the woman drops her towel and stands naked in front of Bob, after a few seconds, Bob hands her $800 and leaves.

The woman wraps back up in the towel and goes back upstairs.
When she gets to the bathroom, her husband asks, 'Who was that?'
'It was Bob the next door neighbour,' she replies.
'Great,' the husband says, 'did he say anything about the $800 he owes me?'

Moral of the story:
If you share critical information pertaining to credit and risk with your shareholders in time, you may be in a position to prevent avoidable exposure.

Lesson 2:
A priest offered a Nun a lift...
She got in and crossed her legs, forcing her gown to reveal a leg.
The priest nearly had an accident.
After controlling the car, he stealthily slid his hand up her leg.
The nun said, 'Father, remember Psalm 129?'
The priest removed his hand But, changing gears, he let his hand slide up her leg again. The nun once again said, 'Father, remember Psalm 129?'
The priest apologized 'Sorry sister but the flesh is weak.'
Arriving at the convent, the nun sighed heavily and went on her way.
On his arrival at the church, the priest rushed to look up Psalm 129. It said, 'Go forth and seek, further up, you will find glory.'

Moral of the story: If you are not well informed in your job, you might miss a great opportunity.

Lesson 3:
A sales rep, an administration clerk, and the manager are walking to lunch when they find an antique oil lamp.
They rub it and a Genie comes out. The Genie says, 'I'll give each of you just one wish.' 'Me first! Me first!' says the admin clerk. 'I want to be in the Bahamas , driving a speedboat, without a care in the world.' Puff! She's gone.
'Me next! Me next!' says the sales rep. 'I want to be in Hawaii , relaxing on the beach with my personal masseuse, an endless supply of Pina Coladas and the love of my life.'
Puff! He's gone.
'OK, you're up,' the Genie says to the manager.. The manager says, 'I want those two back in the office after lunch.'

Moral of the story: Always let your boss have the first say.

Lesson 4
An eagle was sitting on a tree resting, doing nothing.
A small rabbit saw the eagle and asked him, 'Can I also sit like you and do nothing?' The eagle answered: 'Sure, why not.'
So, the rabbit sat on the ground below the eagle and rested. All of a sudden, a fox appeared, jumped on the rabbit and ate it.

Moral of the story: To be sitting and doing nothing, you must be sitting very, very high up.

Lesson 5
A turkey was chatting with a bull.
'I would love to be able to get to the top of that tree' sighed the turkey, 'but I haven't got the energy.' 'Well, why don't you nibble on some of my droppings?' replied the bull. They're packed with nutrients.'
The turkey pecked at a lump of dung, and found it actually gave him enough strength to reach the lowest branch of the tree.
The next day, after eating some more dung, he reached the second branch.
Finally after a fourth night, the turkey was proudly perched at the top of the tree.
He was promptly spotted by a farmer, who shot him out of the tree.

Moral of the story: Bull Shit might get you to the top, but it won't keep you there..

Lesson 6
A little bird was flying south for the winter. It was so cold the bird froze and fell to the ground into a large field.
While he was lying there, a cow came by and dropped some dung on him.
As the frozen bird lay there in the pile of cow dung, he began to realize how warm he was.
The dung was actually thawing him out!
He lay there all warm and happy, and soon began to sing for joy. A passing cat heard the bird singing and came to investigate.
Following the sound, the cat discovered the bird under the pile of cow dung, and promptly dug him out and ate him.

Morals of the story:
(1) Not everyone who shits on you is your enemy.
(2) Not everyone who gets you out of shit is your friend.
(3) And when you're in deep shit, it's best to keep your mouth shut!

THUS ENDS THE FIVE MINUTE MANAGEMENT COURSE

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MUHAMMAD AFIQ BIN MOHD SADLI
SG Power Systems Sdn. Bhd.
No. 46 & 46A, Jalan Anggerik Vanilla Z 31/Z, Section 31 Kota Kemuning,
40650 Shah Alam,
Selangor, Malaysia.

Kelas Tambahan sekolah ?

2009-02-15T23:50:00.005+08:00

Saya kata Kelas Tambahan sekolah kurang berjaya. Mengapa?

Guru yang sama akan mengajar pelajar yang sama.
Guru yang sama akan menggunakan pendekatan yang sama.
Pelajar yang sama menghasilkan persaingan yang sama.
Guru sering menggunakan peluang ini untuk menghabiskan sillibus.
Di buat di bangunan sekolah - persekitaran yang sama - semangat yang sama.
percuma : kurang dihargai.
Guru yang sudah penat kadang-kala "terpaksa" mengajar.
Pelajar yang sudah penat kadang-kala "terpaksa" belajar dan hadir.

Oleh itu, kepada guru atau kementerian pelajaran jika terbaca, tingkatkan lah. Cadangan saya yg kurang cerdik :

Tukarkan guru yang mengajar kelas tambahan supaya bukan guru kelas. Pendekatan yang berbeza, penereangan yang berbeza, kecenderungan menghabiskan silibus tidak wujud.
Buka peluang kepada pelajar yang berminat sahaja. Memang kadang kala belajar perlukan paksaan namun ini namanya Kelas Tambahan - maka fokus patut diberi kepada yang mahu sahaja supaya tidak membazirkan peluang orang yg betul-betul berminat untuk cemerlang.
Jika telah wujud kelas tambahan di sekolah, kurangkan kerja sekolah kepada pelajar supaya mereka tidak merasakan kelas tambahan ini "membunuh" masa mereka utk "self-study" mahupun menyiapkan "kerja sekolah".
Ubah tempat pembelajaran. Terdapat byk bilik2 yang jarang digunakan di bangunan sekolah. Tumpanglah dimana-mana. Contoh : bangunan kemahiran hidup, bilik seni, dewan..

itu sahaja sedikit cadangan yang aku rasakan. Nk ngadu kat sape2 pun tak guna. Biarlah aku ngadu pada blog aje. Aku hanya mahu anak bangsaku berjaya dan guru-guruku tidak membuang masa melepaskan batuk di tangga.

Tag : 6th picture

2009-02-15T23:08:00.005+08:00

Terima 2nd tag dari Nabilah aka company mate. The challenge is:

Go to your photos folder in your computer.
Go to the 6th folder of photos.
Go to the 6th picture in that folder.

Put the picture on your blog and description of it.
Invite six friends to join the challenge.
Link them in your blog and let them know they have been challenged.

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hurm.. since this is a public PC which the public consist of 6 members in my family, I choose only from my folder, oh well, it is just 2 folder so far so i just choose the 1st folder but sixth picture.

what a sad picture, not even me. Grrrr!! but fine, as it is a tag. This is my.. ermm.. in family relation, he is already in the level of being my grandfather - my grandmother's brother. He is currently the PPD officer of Raub. Beside him is his daughter (my auntie :P). She is 2 years old if i am not mistaken. This is his 2nd daughter but the 1st from his 2nd marriage. About the first one, i am not the right person to blog about that. The background is my grand grand mother new house which happen to be she only lived there for 1 year before she back to Rahmatullah. Her old house is just beside this new one but taken by the government in order to widen the Lipis-Raub road. Maybe pekro's along know what i am talking.

OK. That all for now. Thanks wadieq. Aku tak mampu nk tag sesapa. kawan pun cam tak cukup byk lam blog nih, separuh da kena tag plak tu. -_-"

PSSMI (link)

2009-02-14T01:44:00.002+08:00

ini adalah antara bahan bacaan PSSMI yang saya rasa patut di baca. Yang lain-lain hanya melebihkan emosi daripada perbincangan. Komen saya akan saya isi di dalam post akan datang insyaallah.

1 - menentang : keretalembu
2 - blog terpekik terlolong tp entah apa ulasannya
3 - menentang : Dr Khir Toyo beserta komen-komen pembaca
4 - menentang : tp tak byk pun isinya. lebih kepada huraian
5 - menentang : penulis ini terlalu hebat bahasa melayu, hebat karangan
6 - mempertahan : Tun Dr Mahathir beserta komen pembaca

Kerja Oh Kerja

2009-02-12T01:34:00.003+08:00

sungguh bangga tetapi pilu hati pabila satu demi satu rakan-rakan telah mula bekerja walaupun dalam kegawatan ekonomi yang sedang meruncing. Tapi aku? Bagaimana dengan aku?

Ku nantikan P dengan penuh sabar tp itu cuma sekadar alasan kerana aku pun tidak tahu apa aku mahu lakukan sebenarnya. Di bandar Raub yg permai ini, peluang pekerjaan yang adalah amatlah sempit, ketandusan industri terutama yang memerlukan kejuruteraan. Kerajaan? sukar amat untuk mendapatnya. Telahpun aku susur laman sesawang SPA dan mengisi borang elektroniknya dengan penuh rasa jujur tetapi tiada pula respon atau panggilan semula. Silap aku juga yg tidak mengisi 5 bidang di situ tp bila difikirkan, aku cuma mahukan yg berdua itu, kalau dapat pula offer yang bertiga lain, aku tentu berat hati dan dilema lagi kerana aku cuma mahu yg berdua yg kupinta sekarang. Tp keadaan makin mendesak. Aku kepingin juga memegang duit banyak seperti rakan2 seuniversiti. Apatah lagi aku ini tiada rakan karib, aku harap pekerjaan aku kelak akan menemukan aku dengan lebih ramai orang.

Mengapa aku tidak minta menjadi GSTT awal-awal lagi? jika defikirkan, aku mmg sudah tertarik dengan GSTT walaupun bayarannya agak rendah. Oh ya, ini kerana surat graduasi yg aku tunggu-tunggu belum lagi junjung tiba. Patut la aku belum lagi menghantar apa-apa permohonan ke PPD. aku belum mampu.

Kerja aku sekarang? Ya, aku suka dengan kebebasan kerja aku sekarang, mencapai impian membantu guru yg aku sanjung. Sejak aku jejakkan kaki ke asrama penuh, selain keluarga, aku cuma mahu 2 orang guru bangga dengan aku- Cikgu Mokhtar dan Cikgu Habsyah. Merekalah yg menanam minat untuk aku terus maju kedepan. Aku? Aku tidak mahu kedepan, aku cuma mahu berjaya. Aku bahagia dengan sendiri dan keluarga. Tidak pernah ada kawan yang aku percaya kekal lama. tiga berpindah setelah aku mengenali mereka kurang setahun. Manakala satu lagi telah pergi meninggalkan aku utk jejaka idaman hatinya. Kepercayaanku kepada manusia luntur putih semuanya. Aku percayakan mesin ciptaan manusia lebih dari manusia ciptaan tuhan yg sering mengecewakan aku. Oleh itu, membantu Cikgu Mokhtar telah melaksanakan separuh dari impianku. Namun begitu, aku mesti teruskan hidup. Aku tidak boleh terus berbakti kepada anak-anak muda sahaja. Aku mahu mereka berjaya tetapi aku juga belum boleh dianggap berjaya.

Jobstreet? yer, laman ini menyediakan perkhidmatan mencari jodoh pekerjaan. Sering dihantar iklan-iklan kekosongan yang menarik minat aku. Tp aku tidak pula mahu memohonnya kerana sekiranya aku klik dan dipanggil untuk temuduga, aku perlu pergi ke pelosok Kuala Lumpur dan Selangor utk temuduga. Dalam keadaan aku yg daif sekarang, mampukah aku menghabiskan RM100 untuk temuduga yg belum aku ketahui keputusannya? Bagaimana jika gaji yang ditawarkan tidak setimpal dengan kerja yang diberi? maklumlah, zaman kegawatan, sesetengah manusia lebih suka menukar malapetaka kepada ruang mengambil kesempatan. Jika benar aku mendapat kerja disana, dimana aku mahu tinggal? berapa sewanya? adalah aku akan menjadi mangsa penipu-penipu rumah sewa? jalan? tidak sesatkah aku? bagaimana dengan sara hidup? setelah membayar segala keperluan diri yg semestinya jauh lebih mahal di bandar maju itu, masihkah mampu aku menyimpan simpanan? cukupkah utk membayar hutang pinjaman pelajaran yg begitu byk digitnya?

oh hidup. hidupku mudah dan tidak memerlukan aku byk berfikir mengenainya sehinggalah tika ini. Patutkah aku mengambil kira E? padahal aku pernah mengatakan 'tidak' ketika ditanya oleh jurutera aku dahulu. Bagiku, masa kerja yg terlalu panjang, bayaran yg sekadar cukup dan kerja yg tiada batasan bukanlah sesuatu yg aku ingin sebagai kerjaya hidupku. Tp dalam kegawatan? patutkah aku menimbangnya sekali dua lagi? adakah aku akan diterima dan jika ya, mampukah aku bekerja dengan ikhlas?

Perang Tempoyak

2009-02-11T02:12:00.003+08:00

Perang Tempoyak di Perak

Di dalam link di atas, ada dinyatakan Perang Tempoyak di Perak. Persoalannya, apa itu Perang Tempoyak? Mengikut cerita yang pernah saya dengar, Perang Tempoyak berasal daripada pertarungan antara Mentimun dan Durian.

Didalam situasi ini, Mentimun seringkali cuba menentang Durian yg menggelarkan dirinya Raja segala buah. Pada mulanya Mentimun sering kali di serang Durian dan hancur Mentimun ini dihempap Durian terutama yg baru gugur dari dahannya. Jadi, dalam usaha menentang kembali, Mentimun telah bertekad utk melenyek durian secukupnya tp apakan daya, tidak rosak sedikitpun Durian malah hancur diri Mentimun itu sendiri.

"Dilenyek pun hancur, melenyek pun hancur"

Jadi kecewalah Mentimun ini. Setelah lama bersabar, akhirnya dia terfikirkan satu strategi terbaik kerana Mentimun ini sedar, akhirnya, durian akan dikupas dan dijadikan Tempoyak, pada ketika itu, sudah pastu tiada lagi duri dan kulitnya yg keras itu. Dengan tekun Mentimun ini menanti, strateginya menjadi - Durian telah menjadi Tempoyak, namun apa yg Mentimun tidak sedar ialah, ketika dia mampu melenyek durian, dia turut berkubur sama kerana - Mentimun dihiris nipis, dicicah Tempoyak dan ditelan.

Sekian.

Tuah VS Jebat

2009-02-11T01:40:00.004+08:00

"Aku sebenarnya malas nak komen pasal kemelut di negeri Perak ni." - dipinjam daripada keretalembu.blogspot.com

Jadi, apa yg akan dipost adalah sebuah cerita sejarah (atau mungkin Lagenda) yang mahsyur di Malaysia.

Diceritakan ada seorang hamba taat setia kepada sultannya, Hang Tuah. Maka, diceritakan bahawa sultan ini juga sering kali menguji kesetiaan, dipilihnya gadis yang disayangi tuah utk dijadikan isteri (Puteri Gunung Ledang?), dipintanya mende yg melebihi pemikiran manusia pada ketika itu (jambatan emas dan perak?) - namun tetap dituruti oleh Hang Tuah tanpa mempersoal atau mencurigai bahawa sultan menguji kesabaran dan ketaatannya kerana baginya, kesetiaan kepada sultan adalah segala-galanya.Titah sultannya adalah titah junjungan membawa mati.

Namun begitu, tiba satu ketika dia dituduh mengingkari sultannya. Maka dihukum sultan supaya pengikutnya yang taat setia ini dibunuh dan digantikan. Hang Tuah yang tidak mampu mahupun layak untuk menentang sultannya itu pun menerima hukuman ini dengan hati yang berat. Belum pun sempat sultan ini menajdi pengganti, maka datanglah Hang Jebat mengganti Hang Tuah namun gantinya tidak seperti Hang Tuah. Di agihnya kekayaan sultan kepada penduduk jajahan, ditolong orang-orang yg memerlukan dan Hang Jebat ini menuntut supaya sultan berfikir sebelum bertindak dan bersikap lebih adil supaya kematian Hang Tuah tidak lagi berulang.

Walaupun sultan ini cuba menjadi sultan berjiwa rakyat dan membantu orang susah, lebih senang untuk menyatakan daripada melakukan sesuatu. Sultan ini tidak mahu harta-harta yg dikumpul olehnya dilemparkan kepada orang kebanyakan. Dia tidak mahu titahnya dipertikai namun kuasa Hang Jebat ini terlalu kuat dan disokong rakyat. Tiada pula daya sultan ini untuk menghalangnya.

Kemudian, diperkhabarkan ke telinga Sultan ini bahawa walaupun titahnya Hang Tuah dibunuh, namun Hang Tuah masih lagi bernyawa. Maka, tanpa berfikir panjang, sultan menyeru Hang Tuah menyembahnya supaya dititahkan membunuh Hang Jebat. Hanya Hang Tuah akan sentiasa mendengar katanya dengan taat setia dan juga mampu menunjukkan Hang Jebat.

Maka, selepas pertarungan sengit itu, terbunuhlah Hang Jebat kerana kekuatan Hang Tuah. Walaupun rakyat lebih sayangkan Hang Jebat yg memihak kepada mereka namun apakan daya, yang kuat akan sentiasa menang dalam pertarungan.

Moral tradisional : jadilah seperti Hang Tuah, taat dan patuh walaupun mati asalkan menjunjung perintah Sultan

Moral moden : jadilah seperti Hang Jebat, bertindak kerana benar dan tepis yang salah. Sultan juga manusia yg melakukan kesalahan dan perlukan nasihat di masa-masa tertentu.

Moral di kemelut Perak : Jadilah Hang Tuah, Hang Tuah pandai cari duit dan menyenangkan hati Sultan. Walaupun Hang Jebat menyenangkan rakyat tp rakyat kurang penting berbanding arahan Sultan. *ini adalah pandangan peribadi. Penceritaan di atas juga hanya berdasarkan cerita yang tidak dapat dipastikan kebenarannya.

Pengajaran dan Pembelajaran Sains dan Matematik dalam bahasa Inggeris (PPSMI)

2009-02-08T02:55:00.007+08:00

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Ini adalah antara tajuk favourite dalam perbincangan isu pendidikan hari ini. Maka tergerak juga hati saya utk memberi sedikit komen dalam isu ini. Terus-terang saya katakan, saya bersetuju perlaksanaan PPSMI diteruskan sekurang-kurangnya 6 tahun lagi supaya hasil pendidikan berlandaskan bahasa inggeris ini boleh menampakkan hasil (iaitu pelajar yg didedahkan dengan sistem ini sejak tahun 1 - mereka kini tahun 6).

Apa hujah saya?
1 - matematik dan sains adalah ibu kepada segala kelayakan menjadi seorang professional. Namakan, doktor, jurutera, arkitek, peguam - semuanya wajib mahir dan fasih menggunakan bahasa inggeris semasa menuntut di institut pengajian tinggi di dalam dan lebih lagi di luar negara. Kita sering impikan diri atau anak-anak kita menjejakkan kaki ke Harvard, Oxford, Russia dan sebagainya tetapi jika pengguasaan bahasa Inggeris hanya di tahap minima, mampukah kita menanggung malu apabila pelajar ini dibuang daripada universiti hanya kerana tidak paham apa yg dipertuturkan oleh pensyarah?

2 - mengapa subjek sains dan matematik, bukan subjek yg tidak kritikal? Bagi saya, daripada beratus-ratus subjek yg ditawarkan, bahasa atau ayat paling kurang digunakan didalam kedua-dua subjek ini.

Matematik : pengguasaan matematik lebih kepada nombor dan angka. Asalkan nombor yg digunakan belum lagi berubah (menjadi angka arab sebagainya), tahap penguasaan pelajar seharusnya tidak berganjak. Hanya beberapa soalan panjang yg memerlukan penguasaan Bahasa Inggeris, itupun di peringkat asas.

Sains : Sains menawarkan banyak rumus utk dihafal dan tidak kurang juga istilah-istilah saintifik yg istilah melayunya datang daripada bahasa inggeris. Contoh : impulse menjadi impuls. Disamping itu, semua rumus menggunakan awalan huruf dari perkataan inggeris. Contoh : a untuk acceleration dan tiada kaitan dengan 'pecutan'. Begitu juga v utk velocity dan tiada langsung v didalam halaju. Ca adalah Calcium atau Kalsium?Maka penggunaan bahasa Inggeris bukan membebankan malah memudahkan pelajar memahami rumus yg perlu mereka gunakan - walaupun ramai yg memilih jalan mudah dengan menghafal membabi buta.

3 - Guru-guru dan tenaga pengajar adalah dikalangan orang tempatan, maka jika benar pelajar-pelajar tidak memahami apa yg dipertuturkan oleh guru, guru sentiasa boleh menterjemahkannya kepada bahasa Melayu jika langkah ini akan menyebabkan pelajar itu faham dengan lebih jelas. Tetapi masalah yg timbul ialah subjek Sains dan Matematik itu sendiri memang merupakan subjek yg memerlukan pemikiran tertinggi dimana ajarlah pakai apa bahasa sekalipun, kalau tidak faham, tidak faham juga.
Senarionya adalah berbeza dengan pengajian tinggi dimana tiada/kurang pensyarah dikalangan orang tempatan yg fasih berbahasa melayu dan sanggup menterjemahkan ilmu-ilmu ini kepada bahasa kebangsaan kita. Sebagai contoh, pensyarah daripada Afrika mengetahui sekurang-kurangnya 3 bahasa, bahasa utama ialah sepanyol, bahasa kedua ialah perancis dan bahasa ketiga mereka ialah bahasa inggeris. Maka, jika kita tidak berkebolehan menguasai bahasa inggeris, jauh sekalilah daripada bahasa sepanyol dan perancis, sukarlah bagi kita utk mempelajari semua ilmu yg diajarkan.

4 - demontrasi dan tunjuk perasaan yg diadakan disokong oleh orang-orang daripada dewan bahasa dan pustaka - atau juga dikenali sebagai orang bahasa. Tindakan ini kurang berkesan kerana yg dipertikaikan adalah kesukaran sain dan matematik di dalam bahasa inggeris, tetapi kurang pula penglibatan orang matematik dan sains di dalam usaha ini seolah-olah mereka tidak menentangnya.

5 - di dalam kertas peperiksaan, soalan masih lagi ditulis didalam dwibahasa. Bagi kertas biasa, bahasa melayu dan bahasa inggeris; manakala sekolah cina (istimewa?) ada bahasa inggeris dan bahasa Cina. Jadi jika merasakan soalan bahasa inggeris sukar difahami, soalan bahasa melayu akan sentiasa disana sebagai peneman setia soalan inggeris tadi.

6 - peningkatan angka yg lulus cemerlang saban tahun seolah-olah langsung tidak menunjukkan kesan akibat pelaksanaan PSSMI.

Oleh itu, BI masih relevan digunakan didalam matematik dan sains. Jika BI digunakan di dalam Geografi, Sejarah dan Pendidikan Islam - tuhan saja yg tahu betapa susahnya. Saya pernah belajar Sejarah dan Pendidikan Islam di dalam universiti menggunakan BI, saya yakin ramai mahasiswa/mahasiswi juga begitu - jauh lebih sukar kerana kebanyakan perkataan yg digunakan sukar difahami dan jarang-jarang sekali dijenguk di dalam kamus mahupun digunakan. BI = Ablution? BM = ambil air sembahyang. Arab = wudhuk.

Sistem Pendidikan Malaysia (UPSR)

2009-02-06T12:06:00.003+08:00

The final portion of the greatest exam trio offered by the government. UPSR used to be the exam for low income job qualification.

(sambung bahasa melayu..)
Lulus UPSR pada suatu ketika dengan erti kata lain, Pandai membaca, Pandai menulis, Pandai mengira. Jadi kerani da layak da waktu tu. Saranan 3M ini kalau tidak silap saya di utarakan oleh bekas perdana menteri Malaysia, YB Tun Razak. Tepat sekali sebagaimana yg ditekankan dahulu, fungsi UPSR adalah supaya tiada rakyat buta huruf dan buta nombor. Kini, kita merasakan tahap UPSR ditingkatkan mendadak. Kita ajar anak2 kecil ini pelbagai ilmu supaya mereka dapat belajar lebih banyak lagi di sekolah menengah. Tp apa yg kita lupa adalah dimana pelajar-pelajar yg lemah ketika bas pendidikan memecut laju ke depan? Jika ramai pelajar tingkatan 1 yg masih belum tahu membaca dan mengira, adakah mereka akan mampu menyaingi rakan-rakan? Dimana mereka yg cicir ini? tidak kelihatan di mata anda? pergilah sekolah-sekolah luar bandar, sekolah orang asli, sekolah jenis kebangsaan Tamil, sekolah jenis kebangsaan Cina - nescaya ramai sungguh yg akan mengejutkan kita dengan penguasaan bahasa melayu yg sangat lemah. sudah 53 tahun merdeka tp masih ada yg tidak faham bahasa melayu! bayangkan!

Tp yg kita tahu, ajar mereka matematik dalam bahasa inggeris, ajar sains dalam bahasa inggeris - memang tidak salah malah saya antara org yg menyokong PSSMI kerana saya menjadi mangsa pelajaran dalam Bahasa Melayu sebaik jejakkan kaki ke menara gading. (subjek paling sukar difahami ialah Pendidikan Islam dalam bahasa Inggeris, bukti betapa lemahnya bahasa inggeris di kalangan pensyarah agama tempatan). Berbalik kepada UPSR, bagi saya, UPSR sepatutnya platform utk rakyat Malaysia mahir dalam asas Bahasa Melayu, Bahasa Inggeris, Matematik dan Agama Islam/Moral. Mahir bermaksud dari segi penulisan dan juga komunikasi. Jika mereka sudah mahir dalam kedua-dua bahasa di peringkat ini, maka tiada lagi bantahan ke atas penggunaan bahasa inggeris di mana-mana subjek peringkat tinggi. Di peringkat kecil sebegini, menyumbat ilmu ke otak anak-anak kecil adalah menjadi beban berbanding menjadikan mereka intelektual. Padahal, pendidikan peringkat Tgkt 1,2,3 lebih kurang sahaja dengan peringkat Thn 4,5,6 tetapi masih ramai yg tidak cemerlang, kenapa? kerana mereka mmg sudah ketinggalan awal-awal lagi.

Cadangan saya, subjek yg patut ada bagi peringkat UPSR adalah Penulisan Bahasa Melayu, Komunikasi Bahasa Melayu, Penulisan Bahasa Inggeris, Komunikasi Bahasa Inggeris, Matematik dalam Bahasa Melayu (memberi peluang mereka mahir bahasa inggeris terlebih dahulu) dan Pendidikan Islam/moral/sivik. adakah anak kita akan bodoh jika kurang subjek di ambil di sekolah? jika kita lihat sistem pendidikan barat, sampai darjah 3 pun belajar macam mana mahu makan, macam mana mahu berak - tp bila besar, pandai juga - ada yg jauh lebih pandai daripada kita.

kesimpulan : meletakkan stress tidak meningkatkan jumlah ilmu dipelajari. Slow and steady. Pendidikan bukanlah penderaan mental.

Arrogant; Proud; Confident; Honest

2009-02-03T09:56:00.004+08:00

Recently, I had been called an arrogant person by my friend from my cute circle of friends (yes, I don't have a lot of friends). But I personally do not agree how I am being judged for being arrogant so I post some of my concern in situational form.

Answer for this situational questions will be:
A : Arrogant (berlagak)
B : Proud (bangga)
C : Confident (yakin)
D : Honest (jujur)

situation 1:
A peacock can expand it's tail beautifully. Every time the peacock expand it's tail, it is being _____.
-Does the answer is A? I do not agree with A because if an eagle fly high, it is not arrogant. If a parrot talk, it is not arrogant - so, why peacock cannot do what only it can do? I choose B : Proud.

situation 2:
When a father said his daughter got 10 A1 in SPM, is he arrogant? If his daughter answered "10 A1" when asked "how many A's does he get", does she being arrogant?
- As for the father, I said, he is being proud - which father don't be proud with the success of his son/daughter. As for the daughter herself, she just being honest! Do you really expect her to answer "sikit-sikit je" for being humble? I call that cheating more than humble.

situation 3:
When Sheikh Muzaffar said he is the first Malaysian to be on the moon, does he arrogant?
-If it is 5 years ago, then I called it arrogant because he is not even an astronaut or someone on the field - but today? He is not arrogant anymore, he is more on proud!

situation 4:
A teacher specialised in Mathematics said to you that he can make your son get an A in SPM for sure - is he arrogant?
-yes

A teacher specialised in Mathematics said to you that he had make your son get his A in SPM - is he arrogant?
-no, he is proud

A teacher specialised in Mathematics said to you that he can try to make your son get an A in SPM because most of his student had done that - is he arrogant?
-no, he is confident

A teacher specialised in Mathematic said to you that your son might not get an A in SPM if he not study at home - is he arrogant?
-no, he is honest

So, as the conclusion, the boundary of Arrogant, Proud, Confident and Honest is not very thick. Am I being arrogant for posting my result in my blog? I am being proud of myself - although I am not the best in the university, I certainly proud of my achievements so far considering the hardship I faced to finish 16 subjects in 2 semester only. If I said during my visit to the Jobstreet's "Career and Postgraduate Fair", anyone with CGPA less than 2.75 is not qualified to apply for postgraduate programme nor the J41 employment - I am not arrogant, I just being honest with the current situation and I want to share the bitter truth with the still-in-study student so they can work harder than me and be better than me who being kick around. Why am I being accused of being arrogant? Am I arrogant for posting about arrogant?